[El1teBE] Ashamed of myself
Day 2,115, 07:05
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by El1teBE
Dear Maresal Lengas,
Dear members of Res Belgica,
Dear eBelgians,
You probably know what happened yesterday with the twist I made, backstabbing my (former) friend, Maresal Lengas. I'm not writing this article to explain what really happen, you can read (almost) everything in these two articles:
El1teBE - EDITE
😨[RB] CP elections - September
MaryamQ - Apology
Also, I am not writing this article to make any excuse - I am aware that what I did is terrible and cannot be easily forgiven.
I am writing this article to tell you what kind of person I really am.
-I am a coward;
-I am bad politician;
-I am Party President that dirties and destroys the name of his political party;
-My actions are usually driven by my instincts (that are usually wrong), and not by my brain and heart;
-I am like cow that gives lots of milk, and then, suddenly kicks the bucket with it and spills it on the ground;
-I am terrible friend;
-I cannot trust even myself...
Because all of this I decided to stay aside of the eBelgian politics, at least for several months. I won't run for Party President of Res Belgica next month (as I already informed our members), I will resign from my position of Res Belgica Supply Officer when my PP mandate is over (or sooner), I won't run for Congress, and won't accept any job in any Government of eBelgium...
I will stay only:
-BNA soldier, helping BNA and our allies as much as I can;
-HERE, because no matter what happens, I'm not leaving my home!
I know that I don't deserve your forgiveness, but at least hope that you all can forgive me!
Sorry!
El1teBE
ashamed of myself
P.S. To all Res Belgica members,
still acting as Party President of Res Belgica:
Your decision you made in the Res Belgica poll to support Maresal Lengas as CP stays. Although that's not the case ingame, where Director9 is listed as official candidate supported by Res Belgica, in our heart and our minds the candidate that Res Belgica actually supports is Maresal Lengas.
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I have told you nicely to go sheep herding on Šar-planina, growing paprika`s in Vardar valley and cooking ajvar and pinđur, would be something more suitable.
Thank you. Maybe I will now!
Oh, and BTW - reported for insults! I love you too. 😘
Please back to Macedonia.
Back what? I don't understand you!
Mannaken Piss : why not u go suck a lollipop and drink some PissyCola ?
hugs 🙂
everyone can make some mistakes, and the politicals problems can make as doing some mistakes, but the right think is when we discover the truth and WE SAY IT, like that we correct the mistake and we make things more beautiful.
don't blame urself, all of us can make mistakes, the bad thing is when we insist on that wrong thing, so it's not ur case actually.
eBelgium needs u , and need every true patriot, if u resign from ur political duty, it will be a big mistake too.
Best regards 😁
between , u are a good person
*big hugs*
the only mistake you have made, is that you acted to soon.
It was needed of you and of MaryamQ to investigate the allegations formulated by GWJ, even though we could assume it was slander.
Taking all the events happened into account, it's time to ignore GWJ as a whole. I for one, will no longer respond, reply or take any contact with him. I hope many of You will follow.
I for one think that El1te could use a hug.
*hugs El1te* 🙂
You proved with this article that you are not a coward at all.
A bad politician? all politicians are bad, so....
As PP you were the best we had,1 mistake will not kill us
Indeed instincts can fool you, but your hart also, just keep it by the brain, that is worse enough.
They do not use buckets any more for milking cows, so you are saved.
All my friends are terrible, until I am in trouble, then they are awesome, join the club.
I cannot trust even myself...good at least you know where the danger is now.
Give Maresal a big hug, he is only human too, he 'll understand.
That insane donkey saying you should use your brain? The more I spend time in this country the weirder it gets, will it ever stop? 😨
Never! 😃
seems I can not fool you Yannis 😉
You already know I think you and I did the best we could with the information we had, and trying to protect eBe, which was our top priority. A man who can admit his mistakes is a man I truly admire. 😉 Now stop being so hard on yourself!
Damn, as I never make any mistake, you'll never admire me. :'(
😉 Maybe I can find some other reason to admire you, Jeiry.
I don't think you're the kind of person you say in your article, but one thing you seem to have for sure is "over-reaction". Keep cool.
El1te, you are still my friend and this things would be hard to b changed 🙂 We are humans and we can make mistakes 🙂 I'm happy that things solved out and we can continue our job. Your first though was at the good of the party and of eBe, that's why people should like you. I forgive everything, is not a big problem 🙂 We are and will remain friends like nothing happened, because you had courage to admit when you did something wrong, even if i wanted one more at least to have the same guts. RB need you, stay there and keep that party strong 🙂
Only together we are strong. Keep your head up and go further because i will not let you down cause of one misunderstanding. I respect you and your work and it have to continue.
I just love to see how people hugs and kiss and forget... But... I think I got diabetics now... Thanks ! Well, now I know , now I learned my lesson : I can do whatever I want in this game (as it`s a game in the first place) , just not forget to say sorry .
You're being too harsh on yourself, maybe u made a mistake but I doubt you are the person u described here. Stay real and stay cool.
Elite, you know i don't like articles without my name !!!! every article in the press introduce my name from 2 to 6 times
What's happened !!!!
You have actually proven that you are no coward, because a coward would not admit his mistakes. Everyone has moments in life that we judge too soon, but keep your head up. o7
*hugs strongly El1teBE*
You acted for what you believed was the best and that is what matters the most 😉.
I love you, honey!
We can't (at least I can't) blame you for your actions because you did what you thought would be right for us and eBe. I can't blame such an honorable person 😉
lot of hand wringing here El1teBE. do you believe in eBE? if so, pitch in. beat yourself up during your free time, not national service time. In terms of mistakes, we all make them. I, for one, committed one on June 3, 1967. [oh crap, it was June 4th. so now I've made TWO mistakes.]