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Day 3,123, 06:45 • Published in Canada Serbia

• by Nyx Lynx

Hello you,

I meant to write earlier but couldn’t make time for it.

The main reason for all this song and dance of logging into this pitiable wasteland was to strike a habit of writing. It is like the paper on which you scribble and scratch before you start drawing. You know, to loosen your wrist.

Anyway to continue the subject that was left off last time…

The problem with pandering to public affection is that they impose a lot of restrictions on you. "Be less pretentious, be less upfront, be less obnoxious, less bolding, be less this, be less that…"

But the bigger problem here is that I can’t be less of anything lol. People expect that you have to be guilty of things, modest, humble, undersell yourself and make everyone happy by being wretched.

This sort of repression will make you a passive aggressive Pavlovian pooch that keeps pissing under the wrong tree.

I have a side to me that is naturally shy. Then I have another side to me where I am positively shameless. One day I am an abject recluse and the other I am indulging myself in things most decadent.

On the surface, it might appear as though I have conflicting qualities but it all makes perfect sense to me. I have control over my multiple personalities and I can wear them at will.

It is very amusing to oneself tbh. People who identify with me know what I am talking about. It is hard for some to understand. They can read you the wrong way unless they really know you for a long time. Even after that, it is not guaranteed they know you.

One relative who knows me since birth was using some excuse for his insensitivity. He was saying that I was unreadable and I am very calm and stoic in pressure situations when everyone else will be losing it. So it is very hard to tell if something affects me or not.

If only he could read me, he would have known that the most serious of a coma couldn’t induce me to listen to his load of drivel anymore. Yes, it is one of those things…

I can take criticisms on board but that’s all pish and posh. If they want to criticize me, they need to step up their game to stimulate my mind.

Ok, that’s about it for today 🙂 I shall try to be more prolific in future.
Also, I’ll think about opening up this paper to be interactive since some attention craving creeps have expressed their wish to be in it.

I love you all. (Well, some of you)

Nyx MultipeLynx

PS: About Oliver’s comment about ambiguity encouraging readers to participate and create meaning… Maybe it is that or maybe the onus of ambiguity is on the reader’s inability to read.

Comments

Ilene Dover Day 3,123, 06:56

Self indulgence piffle? 🙂

Nyx Lynx Day 3,123, 06:58

Problem much? 🙂

Ilene Dover Day 3,123, 07:01

None whatsoever. 🙂

Nyx Lynx Day 3,123, 07:03

Yeah I thought so 😉

Heart Stealer Day 3,123, 07:03

cant you just post few sexy images only?? That is what really matters in the end lol 😛

Nyx Lynx Day 3,123, 07:07

end of what?

Heart Stealer Day 3,123, 12:16

end of article 😛

Releasethe Krakken Day 3,123, 07:06

Seems someone missed the Option Explicit declaration in this bot

Nyx Lynx Day 3,123, 07:08

That is only for Dim ones like you 😃

Releasethe Krakken Day 3,123, 07:29

nyx you poor loser brainy people become professors and have boring monotonous lives and marry old farts that gets winded 10 seconds into s*. your literally f*ed .lets just back down from writing and such stuff and get you a nice wholesome job in some takeaway joint.

i picked up that you where quite heavy "the indulgences" part. at-least then your eating disorder will cost less. hey where did my hamburger go you aiight it allreeaaty sir gulp gulp

Nyx Lynx Day 3,123, 07:36

You speak very eloquently on this subject almost as if you are living it. Inept VB programmer let me know if you want a job after breaking away from erep. Also, from the goodness of my heart, I shall donate some McDonalds slime to starved Afreaka 🙂 Start being happy.

Releasethe Krakken Day 3,123, 07:43

http://us.123rf.com/450wm/boonyen/boonyen1601/boonyen160100032/50403185-sad-little-cute-baby-girl-crying-on-white-background-illustration.jpg

Nyx Lynx Day 3,123, 07:48

Is that your child? Looks cute. Must have taken after the sheep. I'll send a box of tissues as well.

Releasethe Krakken Day 3,123, 10:54

"and the other I am indulging myself in things most decadent." care to elaborate from the comments below i think some have the wrong idea of you . well if its not food what can it be?

Sagittarius A Star Day 3,123, 07:10

https://youtu.be/Ycr2RTtji1Q

Ilene is Brit, she's jealous ohv all the chicks igm

Nyx Lynx Day 3,123, 07:13

Aww now that made me feel less special.

Sagittarius A Star Day 3,123, 07:18

I doubt that.

Nyx Lynx Day 3,123, 07:22

haha true. Who am I kidding?

Releasethe Krakken Day 3,123, 07:30

she is aussie chick?

Sagittarius A Star Day 3,123, 07:37

You don't know much about Brits, Brit.

http://www.erepublik.com/en/article/brits-2591406/1/20

http://www.erepublik.com/en/article/debritishization-2592050/1/20

Here is Ilene in the comments http://www.erepublik.com/en/article/hi-i-noticed-you-endorsed-my-article-2591715/1/20 struggling to prove she's boring Brit.

Releasethe Krakken Day 3,123, 07:48

Clearly I've lived the longest in Australia. Maybe two thirds of my life all up. Any guesses which country is number 2?

She is Aussie her rl name is Sheila only 2 years in the uk that does not make you british probably some work permit