Sorry.

Day 1,528, 08:18 Published in Germany Germany by Caroline au Marymont

So, yeah, have been thinking a lot of time about everything. I suppose that a lot of you know what happened. If you don't, then ask someone to enlighten you. Too long story.

Anyway, I suddenly lost all of my courage. I thought a lot about everything and well, I didn't really realize, what was going on, unless someone told me some things. And hell yeah, I was surprised and disappointed in myself. It's a "wonderful" thing to know that not only you have betrayed the trust of other people, but also caused some people to hate someone.

Yeah, I feel betrayed by myself. And, as I mentioned, I lost all of my courage. My first thought was that this person was innocent. And I decided to defy my first thought - instinct.

And then, after I finally realized the extent of what I did, I knew what I should do, and I even opened several time a query to one certain person but I always ended up with closing it. So I guessed that writing an article would be easier.

Sorry, FHK.

Yeah, it doesn't fix anything, but still I hope that one day you might start thinking about me positively again.

PS. On 5th I am finishing with the politics. Some of you probably already know it, but just to make it official. Thx for everything. You've been all so nice to me and I disappointed you so much :/ I hope that one day you all will be able to forgive me.

PS2. Yeah, publishing apology without telling the whole story sucks, but it's really important for me so please forgive me.