I have done my thinking...
LiquidIce
I left the forum to cool down and to do some thinking. Well, I have done my thinking and came to a conclusion.
As much as I love eSA, i have been here my whole eLife, I have decided to move away. The time has come for me to find my destiny. I do not know what my destiny is or where it is, but I will find it. It might just bring me back to eSA. Who knows...
I do know that a small number of eSA citizens and some others as well is acting extremely childish. I left because of namecalling and still it carries on, even with Tenshibo gone. And this time it is not being done tongue in the cheeck. It pains me to see eSA like this.
The parties that used to be top notch is dying. When IA was in talks about merging with another party, it's members was in outrage because of it. I hoped to see those outraged members becoming more active in the party again, but no they have gone back into hiding. They don't even have a PP candidate ot talks about having PP candidates. Very sad indeed.
We are in the middle of a PTO, and rather than standing together and fighting the threat, you have turned against each other. Thread after thread in the forum slamming each other. And sorry to say that Leon, but you started that one. I told you the timing to so was wrong, but you did not heed good advice. I said revoking Tenshibo's HC was not going to solve this. Ten is gone, and it seems worse now that before. Now see where those actions brought eSA. I believed you wanted what was best for eSA, but so far you only got everyone to fight. To everyone participating in those threads, you are just as childish carrying on and on. How can you tell Leon his is childish and carry on the way you do.
eSA, wake up. Look at what you are doing to yourself! How many regions do we have left? The Macedonians are sitting in the side lines biding their time. You are making it easier and easier for them to completely wipe us. Focus people, focus!
And please do me a favour. Don't start anymore threads on the forum about whose fault it is that I left. Only one person actually pm'ed me ingame asking me to return. And no, it was not a test, but it was interesting to see how many people said they wanted me to come back, but none of those actually asked me personally to come back. Only one person actually pm'ed me and apologised for what was happening. It was not going to change my mind, but you would think that my 'friends' would actually care enough. Showed me how many friends I actually had, and that is sad.
You may call me childish. Maybe I am. Maybe I am not. Does it matter? I will be seeking citizenship elsewhere. I know every country has it's own shit. But here it is the the same shit every day. This is not a rage quit or a rage move, I am just tired. I am ready to go.
See you eSA, and I hope you can stop your fighting in time before it is too late and you throw even more accusations around as to whose fault it is that eSA has gone under.
LI
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Good luck, come back when you feel ready, not because you're being pressured too. I hope New Zealand can give you a new perspective on things here and maybe you might come across a few ideas to make the country more enjoyable for everyone, including yourself.
Good luck. I fear eSA is gonna have a very very rude awakening pretty soon. And you aren't childish at all, i can totally understand the logic behind the decision. Hopefully you find success, and hopefully eventually eSA gets decent enough to attract you to come back in the future.
It is very sad to see to go, leave the country you have fought for so hard, but I for one do understand the reasons behind this. I have felt like doing the same thing so many times in the past, and to tell the truth, I kind of feel the same way right now again.
I wish you luck and I hope you will find the peace of mind in the new country you choose. Maybe we will one day see LI as the CP of the new country you have chosen
Love you
Thanks for your support. And yeah, maybe one day you will read of LI, successful CP of wherever! Be sure to know that wherever I go, I will always give my best and that eSA will still have a special place in my eHeart!
And Nickers, i love you too!
You know I had no other choice. That child don't understand anything. The only way was kicking him out. When I do it, I left everything behind but other people didn't. http://forums.erepubliksa.com/welcoming-room/hello-12558 Look at this topic.
Have an adventure.
Sad again.
I hope you come back soon.
Best of luck
Only one person actually pm'ed me ingame asking me to return. And no, it was not a test, but it was interesting to see how many people said they wanted me to come back
Don't forget the comments on your previous article ;-;
Anyways, best of luck in Kiwiland, have a nice stay there with all of the serbs and i hope to see you again in eSA.
Kiko, I wrote that article two days after I left the forum. Two days, and only Leon asked me not to leave. I told him why I left, and that made me write the article, as well as some threads on the forum that I read at my moms house that a few people were blaming others for my leaving. Of all my friends, the only people that pm'ed me at all was Leon and Tenshibo!
Bye bye
It seems a reaction too much.
Do what you feel is right, and with that, hoping you find what you are looking for.
Divisions in eSA are still historical. Cleanly? Without the dregs we inherit from current two-clicking IA claptrap, we'd have an actual democracy.
We're close though. IA gasping at a single straw. IA has to try and control, they're conflicted because ceremonial peeps are feeding them rubbish.
May IA die a death, so that eSA can be reborn a phoenix.
My opininion, only.
Good luck LI. You'll be missed a lot. Hope you'll return soon.
You are not being childish.
Hoping you'd stick around.
Hope you enjoy your journey LI thanks for everything you have given to the community I do remember you where one of the ones that knew when my RL bday was won't forget that! Enjoy it and remember there won't be a place like your eHome hope you return soon!
Away for a few days and shitstorm happens?
Thanks for all the well wishes! I promise not to forget you guys!
My bags are packed and I'm exited to go. Just waiting for approval...
good luck and come back soon
good Luck eSA lady.
I have nothing to apologize to you for, plus if you dont want to be on the forums then dont be on them, you proved in the past that you dont need to be on them to be in the loop or help the country, sad to see you go I might soon be joining you
You won't dare Badger06 you are the one who got me back to help with ATO so you are not going any where!
Badger, i don't expect apologies from anyone. Luckily in eNZ the forums are basically non existent, so yeah for me. One less webpage to open. Lol!