I have done my thinking...

Day 1,908, 22:14 • Published in South Africa South Africa • by LiquidIce

I left the forum to cool down and to do some thinking. Well, I have done my thinking and came to a conclusion.

As much as I love eSA, i have been here my whole eLife, I have decided to move away. The time has come for me to find my destiny. I do not know what my destiny is or where it is, but I will find it. It might just bring me back to eSA. Who knows...

I do know that a small number of eSA citizens and some others as well is acting extremely childish. I left because of namecalling and still it carries on, even with Tenshibo gone. And this time it is not being done tongue in the cheeck. It pains me to see eSA like this.

The parties that used to be top notch is dying. When IA was in talks about merging with another party, it's members was in outrage because of it. I hoped to see those outraged members becoming more active in the party again, but no they have gone back into hiding. They don't even have a PP candidate ot talks about having PP candidates. Very sad indeed.

We are in the middle of a PTO, and rather than standing together and fighting the threat, you have turned against each other. Thread after thread in the forum slamming each other. And sorry to say that Leon, but you started that one. I told you the timing to so was wrong, but you did not heed good advice. I said revoking Tenshibo's HC was not going to solve this. Ten is gone, and it seems worse now that before. Now see where those actions brought eSA. I believed you wanted what was best for eSA, but so far you only got everyone to fight. To everyone participating in those threads, you are just as childish carrying on and on. How can you tell Leon his is childish and carry on the way you do.

eSA, wake up. Look at what you are doing to yourself! How many regions do we have left? The Macedonians are sitting in the side lines biding their time. You are making it easier and easier for them to completely wipe us. Focus people, focus!

And please do me a favour. Don't start anymore threads on the forum about whose fault it is that I left. Only one person actually pm'ed me ingame asking me to return. And no, it was not a test, but it was interesting to see how many people said they wanted me to come back, but none of those actually asked me personally to come back. Only one person actually pm'ed me and apologised for what was happening. It was not going to change my mind, but you would think that my 'friends' would actually care enough. Showed me how many friends I actually had, and that is sad.

You may call me childish. Maybe I am. Maybe I am not. Does it matter? I will be seeking citizenship elsewhere. I know every country has it's own shit. But here it is the the same shit every day. This is not a rage quit or a rage move, I am just tired. I am ready to go.

See you eSA, and I hope you can stop your fighting in time before it is too late and you throw even more accusations around as to whose fault it is that eSA has gone under.

LI