Withdraw From Lyfe
Goddess Dilvany
I still keep a cigarette in my pocket, despite quitting for over 10 days now. I like the idea of being able to smoke at any time, but choosing not too.
I still have the contact information for people I should of long kicked out of my life. I like the idea of being able to return to past mistakes, but choosing not too.
On a new path of sobriety is quite hard. Someone suggested I go hangout with people who have also choose this lifestyle. Isn't that a good way to meet addicts to go on benders with?
I find my self repeatedly infatuated with this girl who is unable to love anyone. Every time we hangout it is the most anti-climactic experience ever.
People who count the minutes since the last time they have seen their daughters are hard to be friends with.
The only time I feel at home is really away from home. I am a social outcast in my own neighborhood.
I have been to mean to people, life is too short to hate. But I know I will hate again.
L. Ron Hubbard's Affirmations is one of the greatest insights into theology.
Why should I take advice from an experienced middle aged man? Isn't this like taking shopping advice from someone who just sunk their savings into a pyramid scheme?
I read Sartre and Camus, but still feel like a slave to my biology.
I am optimistic about life.
Comments
yeah for you
Are you the second coming of major trite?
There is no way back for the righteous.
Sartre is hard to read...
The comment was more of a commentary on the idea that existence precedes essence. I wonder if biology counts as essence.
What girl man? I know someone who sounds just like that.
Well this is suppose to be an insight into my mind. But I am not going to give you context that ruins the art bro.
L Ron Hubbard wrote mediocre science fiction and really bad westerns.