Tomorrow Never Knows

Day 839, 23:12 Published in USA USA by Jude Connors
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You know...

There comes a time when the game quits being a game... and then it quits being fun.

I've been contemplating for awhile now leaving this game, especially in the last few days. It really goes back to the last Congressional elections...

I was ready to make my return to Congress. Let's face the fact that Congress has p much sucked since I left. With just a few minutes remaining, I had three votes lead on the other opponents - ALL BLOCKERS!!!

Somehow I lost. I knew I was sniped. It happens. I didn't know how much that affected me until shit started getting worse for me.

As most of you know, I was Secretary of the Interior for three straight months. SoI is the policy maker in the Cabinet for all things in the Dept. of Education and the Department of Citizen Affairs, including Meals on Wheels, Mentor Program, Flying Unicorn Squadron, Salvation Army, etc. I personally signed into each one of these orgs daily while SoI to ascertain that all was well. I worked my ass off for three straight months, making the Interior Department successful again. Alas, it was time to pass th torch.

PIZ and I spoke and he asked what I wanted to do in Interior. I told him I needed a light workload so I asked for just a Policy Advisor job and he said it was mine. Cool. Still in teh Cabinet.

But no... I wasn't. Apparently, lighter workload means NO WORK LOAD. Dispite the fact I had been given his word, it turns out that the best way to thank me for three months of hard work was to not give me a position at all. Thanks. Nice kick to the groin.

So I decided to just be butt-hurt on that one. I started thinking about the sniping more though, as now I was TOTALLY out of government. One good thing, I could turn my complete attention to my job as Party President of the USWP. After all, I have to have SOME kinda influence over the nearly 20 USWP Congress-members, right? That's KINDA like government work.

I get a message from a old buddy of mine. He returned to teh USA and was needing his citizenship application approved. So I turn to a few of my USWP Congressmen, but NO ONE can do it. I asked for a personal favor for a personal friend that I actually know... and nothing. Good thing I have friends in OTHER parties, huh?

So failure on all three fronts for me. But it gets even better.

I liked to think I had made some friends in this game. Friends who will tell me when I am getting screwed over. I found out today that Bradley Reala was responsible for sniping my Congress seat. What makes matters worst is that someone I considered a friend, PigInZen knew the whole time and went day-after-day not telling me, even though I was very public about wanting to know who did it to me.

This is the straw that broke the camel's back. Failure on all fronts, and friends not really friends. I like to think I tried to rise above the pettiness and that those I considered "friends" were actually friends. Guess I was wrong.

Anyway, this hasn't been fun for me for awhile. It's even less fun now. A game is supposed to be fun, so I am leaving.

There has been some awesome people I met along the way. You already know who you are! Have fun. Gimme a ring at anytime. Send me an email if you want! For now... it's time I Logout one last time!

Will I be back? Probably not. But "Tomorrow Never Knows"

Jude