Konobar daj racun...Idem dalje....

Day 2,101, 17:00 • Published in Serbia Serbia • by Panda monium



-O pa dobro vece i tebi...Odakle to da mi se javljas??

-Kako zasto takvo pitanje...Pa cudno mi je da me primecujes!!Do sada ti taj podvig nije polazio za rukom...

-Moguce da sam bezobrazan,ali popio jesam to je sasvim sigurno!!Da li te mozda zanima koliko??

-Hmmm...I znao sam da te to nece zanimati,a iskreno ne bih ni sam znao ni koliko a jos manje znam zasto...Mada bih mogao konobara da pitam...Mada cisto sumnjam da i on zna,zasto pijem!!

-Zar je toliko ocigledno da ne zelim da pricam sa tobom??Meni nije toliko delovalo,mislio sam da mi je sasvim uspesan pokusaj da budem fin...

-I ti si meni delovala drugacije dok te nisam upoznao...I zavoleo...

-I ako znam da time samo hranis svoju sujetu ipak cu ti odgovoriti!!Da volim te!!

-Zasto sam takav prema tebi a volim te...Pa upravo zbog toga!!U samom pitanju je odgovor...

-Nista novo i nista spektakularno...Kao da si me ikada razumela...

-Ma idi slobodno i onako ne zelim nista od tebe a sve i da hoces bilo sta da ti dan NE MOZEEEEE!!!Ne zelim...Umem ali necu...

-Zato sto necu!!

-E da sam samo kreten gde bi mi kraj bio...Spisak sta sam sve jos pored toga sto sam kreten je podugacak...I sta god lose na njega da ubacis neces mnogo da pogresis!!


-Ako mi verujes ni ja nemam pojma zasto trosis reci na mene!!Verovatno si zaludna i ne znas sta ces sa sobom pa se malo igras!!Ali Pile moje ta ti igra ovoga puta nece proci...Da sam koliko toliko trezan pa i da prodje...Ali ovako..Ma nema sanse!!Hocu i ja nekada da mi bude lepo!!Eto moze mi se tako...


-Iskreno ti hvala na tome sto mi se vise neces obracati!!I onako me sve ono sto si do sada rekla,a i uradila previse bolelo...Ovako mi mozda bude bolje!!Ma sta mozda,sigurno ce da mi bude bolje u miru i tisini!!

-Hmmm...Ajd da ti i na to odgovorim...Takav sam jer si sve ono sto sam zeleo da ti dam zgazila jos u startu...Takav sam jer si me povredila toliko puta da mi je samog sebe zao a u isto vreme se i divim samom sebi koliko sam to trpeo!!Takav sam jer jednostavno ne zelim da vise budem rob svoje ljubav!!Umesto da ja njom upravljam ona je mene vodila i kao sto vidis dovela me za ovaj sto gde pijem...Umesto da se negde smejem ja ispijam ni sam ne znam koju casu...Takav sam jer si me naterala da budem takav!!Samo ispunjavam tvoju zelju...Zelela si gledaj!!I uzivaj...

-Ajd zbogom i tebi!!A ti konobar daj racun!!Ja sam svoje zavrsio i idem dalje....

Waiter my check please… I’m moving on…

- Well good evening to you too… How come you’re greeting me??

- Why that question… Well it’s strange that you even notice me!! So far that exploit wasn’t successful for you…

- I might be rude, but I’m drunk for sure!! Do you what to know how much??

- Hmmm… I know you wouldn’t be interested, and honestly even I wouldn’t know how much and even less why… Although I could ask the waiter… Though I doubt that he knows, why am I drinking!!

- Is it that obvious that I don’t want to talk to you?? To me, it didn’t seem that way, I thought my attempt to be polite was quite successful…

- You too seemed different to me, before i met you… And fell in love with you…

- Even though I know that only your vanity feeds on it, I will still answer you!! Yes I love you!!

- Why am I like this towards you, when I love you… Well right just of that!! In the question lies the answer…

- Nothing new and nothing spectacular… As if you ever understood me…

- Go as you please I don’t want anything from you anyway, and if you want me to give you something the answer is NOOOO!!! I don’t want to… I can, but I won’t…

- Because I won’t!!

- Ehh if I were only a jerk, where would my end be… The list of all the things I am other than being a jerk is quite lengthy… And no matter what bad things you add to it, you wouldn’t be far off!!

- If you believe me, I have no idea why you spend your words on me!! You’re probably idle and you don’t know what to do with yourself, so you’re playing a little!! But baby, this time it won’t work… If I was mildly sober, might of… But in this case… Not a chance!! Sometimes I want to feel great!! Cause I can…

- I honestly thank you for not speaking to me anymore!! All the things you’ve said, and done, caused me pain anyway… This way it might be better for me!! Heck, it’s going to be better for me apsolutely in peace and quiet!!

- Hmmm… Let me answer that too… I’m like that because all the things I wanted to give to you, you crushed right from the start… I’m like that because you hurt me so many times that I feel sorry for myself, and at the same time I admire myself for suffering that long!! I’m like that because simply I don’t want to be a slave of my love anymore!!! Instead of me controlling here, she guided me, and as you can see, she guided me to this table where I am drinking… Instead of me laughing somewhere I’m finishing my who knows which drink… I’m like that because you forced me to be like that!! I’m just fulfilling your wish… You wished for it, watch!! And enjoy…

- Well goodbye to you too!! And you, waiter, my check please!! I finished mine here, and I’m moving on...

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