I'm tired

Day 571, 13:29 • Published in USA USA • by Aren Perry

Tired of ridiculous attacks

Tired of conspiracy theories

Tired of having to defend myself in every article

Tired of my friends trying to do the same

Tired of those that attack me being oblivious to their own attacks

You might recall awhile back Scrabman was trying to unite the eUSA. Hell, the people who disliked him the most he put in whatever legislation he could to help them (which isn't much since legislatively he's limited. However, he basically followed Federalist ideology by giving control of the US money to congress).

Yea, recently he kinda blew up at the Feds. PEACE would want to take over the Feds, theoretically, to win a PREZ election, not a congressional one. Granted, I have no reason to believe that they necessarily ARE, but that would be the logic IF that is what they were going after.


You know what really sucks, the very things I have tried to do to bring about unity are used as an opportunity to slander me.

The Gentlemans Agreement, the Jedi Council, the AAP media of our policies including our open-ness to other parties and viewpoints-the addition to our new manifesto of the same idea in the first section of the manifesto. (I do have to say that the manifesto was not used to slander me, but the others were).

I mean, even the Jedi Council has been turned just into a place where someone can wave their finger at Scrabman. I didn't try to establish and am not trying to establish the Jedi Council so that people could point fingers-the attempt was to get PAST silly arguments, to stop people from personal accusations like Wingfield made about me that serve no purpose but to break down and not build up. Currently it first use is being a truth or dare system.

I understand your concern, but don't you have any respect for him as a President? Can't you write an article, or a pm, conveying your concern and maybe seeing if there is anything you can do to help with it instead of lambasting him in articles and trying to turn a device for peace and unity into one of division? Lack of common courtesy is disturbing in this game. part of the problem is it's very easy to overstate yourself online because nobody really knows who you are so who cares? Just go ahead and blow off.



For this reason, I can understand, and I hope you do-why Scrabman is frustrated. Every attempt he has made at reconciling and getting everyone involved has bitten him.

Every statement and person he put into his cabinet that was of right ideology went unnoticed-next term he was accused of being left wing because he put more left people in his cabinet, but why put people in your cabinet that were your biggest opponents in your election?

He made many statements of his desire to unite the eUSA and the knee jerk criticism was "he's trying to make us into his cronies" (of course, this is just the general impression)

The Jedi Council was a joint effort of ours as well as the position of interparty relations secretary, and to simply see it degraded and turned into some "spy" position is pathetic. Why can't some of you simply believe in something that's NOT a conspiracy?

I have written many articles about unity before I was in this position, the AAP WAS well known for its bi-partisanship. But the hand that Scrabman extended was bitten instead of taken.


I KNOW it's not all of the Feds, I know it's MORE than JUST Feds. There are GOOD feds, good people in conservative parties-people I supported in their runs for congress. PP's of the Fed party tend to be good people in particular. Still no one can deny that most of the very vocal. somewhat speculative, and adjective rich opposition to Scrabman came from Fed party members.

I mean, one wrote an article about how Scrabman won with less votes than before and how this was a show of weakness. Are you really that desperate to degrade our President? Another article called the voluntary Party agreement for eUSA unity an attempt to "coerce..parties into submission" (indirect quote) Really? a voluntary agreement is a coersion to submission, especially when the agreement specifically says that such things are not the idea?

I can understand his frustration, why he would say that they are traitors who are disrupting our ability to be an effective nation. Every step he took they dogged no matter what it was, no matter what he tried. Were his statements totally called for? no.

But I hope you can understand-becuase let me tell you, I'm tired too.