Good Bye

Day 927, 11:02 • Published in USA USA • by ben11119

Hello folks. This is my first article I think and definitly my last one
When is it enough? That is my question to all of you.
Is it when you spend up to 5 hours a day playing a limited boring game simply to gaze over a page refreshing it waiting for a response.
It is when you develop actual hatreds for people you've never met and never will
Is it when you take a break to look around and notice how in flux your real life is.
This is not suicide irl as I have had several people ask.
Mearly my way of leaving with a bang.
In all probability I will join again in a couple months once my real life is back to normal.
I will not announce its me.
I will come in the guise of just another noob.
I look forward to seeing you all again eventualy but I doubt any of you will know its me.


To my friends I give you a toast
To my foes I still genuinly hate you and screw off
Remember this. I died fighting for the NoS.







Now on to the more exciting scenario


June 28, I sat in my office in the NoS headquarters pondering the elections. Neal had left early and Candor was sick. Only other person in was Tyler Pokela. It was my turn to leave as well. I knew all would work.
June 29: I lost. The NoS has failed me. All is lost. They said it was accident but I know the truth. They stabbed me in the back. All hope is lost. Still I champian there cause however. I will place myself in a higher position of power and make sure compitance is not fully lost in this world. Hopefuly my opponent wont screw the country up to badly... Damn socialists

Later that day: Another panic attack... There pety excuses are really quite humourous. Damn cowards betraying me.


On June 4th Ben was brutaly attacked by goons hired by Ajay Bruno
One of them smashed a pizza box over his head putting him in a comma from which he would never recover
He was rushed to the q5 hospital in Karnatika
Ben11119 died on June 4th
His funeral which was later on the same day (don't ask) was well attended and was graced by such people as Jude Connors and an array of friends and family


The Will of Ben:
I leave all of my worldly posestions to the NoS. Although they may have failed me I wish them the best still




Finnaly some quotes. For those of you who know me you know I died valiantly
Let me be remembered not for what I have done but rather for who I am -Some famous dude
If your going through hell, Keep going -Bobby Auch


So long and thanks for all the fish
Ps: Im actualy not still pissed at the NoS, we cool
Pss: Rl sucks, Might be back eventualy although not under this account
Pss...s: Stop sending me msg's this is my last login and I wont get them
Psss.........s: I MIGHT check in the NoS forums l8r on for a final good bye to some of my friends... Don't count on it
Pssss: God damn it i'm out