A letter to my love...

Day 1,932, 23:28 • Published in Serbia Serbia • by Panda monium



You left...
Although I knew that it would happen one day, I honestly believed, being a real optimist, that I wouldn't experienced it! Not intuition, but a bit of common sense that I have told me that this was a battle which I couldn't win... that this is a fight with only one possible final outcome – a defeat!
Why a defeat?


Because I am realistic... Not always, of course! Just sometimes... I am realistic when I turn off all feelings and I think a bit! In a certain way, it is bad that I rarely have such moments.... and a good thing is that I would rarely be able to deal with it! I would probably get mad...although I could hardly be called a normal man...

I'll think it over again...

I still think I'm mad... I must be mad since I write it all!! Although I know that this might not be of any interest of anybody, I am almost sure that hardly anybody will read it, but still I write it! Perhaps it is easier to me to write this in vain! Unlike the others, I do not need a companion to open my soul and make it easier to me! A piece of paper is my best friend and I can tell it all and ease my soul. It never complained that my worries bother it and it never asked for anything in return! It is a great friend!

Yes, how real am I … Well! Who am I?

Nobody at all.. And nothing... And what do I have? Nothing at all... Except love...

This is nothing special... and I have picked the time when I will live... Time in which love does not have a price and value!!! Although nobody has ever asked me when I will be born...
Thus, as nobody has asked me when I will be born, I have never asked anybody what I will wish for!!!

And when everything is summed up, everybody and me were very, very wrong. They – about the time I will be born, me – what I will wish for... We all made a permutation of time!!! Nevertheless... who knows why this is good...
For us it is certainly no good... because there is no us any more...
You've gone to a place where your happiness is waiting for you, and I am left to stroll my empty, dark alleys... They are not lit any more... because I can see no light of hope in these alleys of mine!!!

What else can I say... perhaps nothing, since it would have been better if I hadn't written anything at all, but...

I hope you are well, and will be even better...
And, yes, for the end...I LOVE YOU, MY LITTLE FOOL!!!

Prevod mog predhodnog clanka na engleski uradila je Senka senke!!Mnogo ti hvala!!!Kao i uvek tu si da me obradujes...