Thank you eAustralia

Day 2,604, 09:05 Published in Australia Australia by WyvernJack

Had to steal the title 😛

But thanks eAus. Made me happy to come so close.

I am quitting soon. I honestly hope one day they reset this game. And make the changes that can only be done with a reset.

I have shut down my factories and am working out my next steps.

And that is where you come in.


See I joined and stayed in this game to fight for Australia. To help free us. To be a small cog. I was a little D1 fighter with shitty strength. Then I grew. I tanked.

The one moment in eRep that i nearly cried over, was fighting so damn hard against Chile in a QLD RW. I held D4 with the help of many, many other. I was on IRC sending sups, I was tired as hell having watched nearly every round of that RW. And D3 was going to fall and make us lose the whole thing. So I started find D3 people online and buying them Stashes and yelling at them to fight... We won. Then straight away the CP (MackCraft or MickSkitz I think) NE'd Chile and we lost, then lost QLD again straight after.

That victory was so damn sweet. That lose hurt so damn much.

I lost a lot of faith in being able to make a 'lasting' difference.
But i knew others hadn't.
So I dedicated my eRepness to help others fight and giving what i could to let them be their own efficient little cog. Peace Walker makes me so proud and humble, words will never match my thanks for feeling that believed in.

It pisses me off that I am currently #1 ranked in Aus. It wasn't ever an aim till i was close and even then that fact made me sad. This is a numbers game. As part of the mass of numbers I was proud of damage and efforts. As the 'head' of that mass I've always felt like a fool. (keeping in mind TP totals, age, rank, strength, political power etc i am far from #1)


So now I have my gold stash.
It is a small reclamation of what I have bought. And I bought that for Aus.

What is the best move for it?

Set up a stash of weps and let my MU be awesome for a while but slowly fall apart as sups vanish over time?
Put up massive COs and try to free Aus with the power of greed?
Try to entice new Aus players with offers of CC for new accounts that gold train 90 per day and place Aus only COs?
Blow it all on EBs and tank out one last time?
Donate it Aus Gov?
Give a little to the many or a lot to the few?


My only real goals left in this game i'd like to do before leaving is get the last medals to complete my collection. But thats a lot of effort I don't overly have. Gold for Top Fighter, Commitment for CP, Spamming or cheating for SB 😛

And also I dreamed of a "Reset The World" MU. Assign every region a number, use a random number generator on Day Change till an occupied and RW'able Region's number pops up and aim to free it, Give up if a lost cause, new number the next Day Change. Rinse repeat till the world is reset, no alliances, no honour, pure reset.
Which while needing lots of fighters, it'd first needs the eWorlds most kickass Media team to make it a cause, a religion almost for the country-less power it'd require. Just a pipedream I guess 🙁



I'd stay with a cause. I'd stay for a reason. I started, I grew, I feel I won all I could win within my eLife. I just don't know what to do now... People say "just two-click". But for why?


-Wj

PS: sorry for odd ramblingness, and wall of text, and "unique grammar". But please comment, I would really like some thoughts on whatnot.



All in all, Thank you all.
If I ever helped you- it was for no reason but that. If I ever pissed you off- you must have deserved it a little 😛