Diary of Xeon : Prologue

Day 5,611, 19:20 • Published in Japan Japan • by Heavy Stardust

I was born and raised in a prominent family. my father and mother are doctors and my brothers and sisters are graduates of doctoral studies at a university. I happen to be the third child of three siblings. Of the three siblings, maybe I'm the only one who feels left out. I felt discriminated against because I was fixated on the value of the report.

the better the value the more praised, but the worse a value the more angry than vice versa. I just shut up and accept it. The discrimination I experienced didn't just run within my family. but also at school. I never said it in front of my parents maybe just because I was annoyed.

from elementary school to junior and senior high school because I was always discriminated against, there was one thing I did because I could only vent in FPS (First Person Shooter) themed games like Counter Strike 1.6 or CSCZ. I can be said to be good at speaking English but bad at other subjects.

I am a different child than the others. thinking about what people shouldn't think about, namely an ideology.
the first idea that I imagined in that ideology is a peace that accepts all the shortcomings and instead focuses on the advantages it has.

the second idea is that even though we all have deficiencies, it does not mean that we drop or distance ourselves from people who have these deficiencies. we can help improve while looking for an idea in social life.

The third idea is different but one goal. one life, one immortal, and one program for eternity.

the fourth idea is accepting refugees and giving them free schools to teach about the ideology that was driven by that first idea.

the fifth idea is justice for all human beings who have morals and manners.

there will be a concept to accept suggestions and criticisms and express opinions for economic, social, military, political purposes

and this ideology is in the middle position. because sometimes the hardline right wing and hardline left wing will oppose the ideology that I made. but voicing a concept idea is better than being silent and accepting all bad concepts for the political benefit of one's own group without anyone else.



yours

heavy stardust

this is just an opinion from the bottom of my heart, the deepest concept that I thought from junior high school to senior high school,