Superstitious, religious, and dream stuff

Day 3,183, 15:47 Published in Australia Australia by Septimius Maximinus

So I just decided to write an article about this cause, idk i'm bored. I have always been a very superstitious person and a spiritual person and was raised by a religious mother, we never went to church and I never read the bible but i would still say I am a religious person. Most of this started with my weird sleep problems, when I was little I dealt with night terrors, extreme nightmares, sleep walking and sleep talking, the past few years I have dealt with sleep paralysis which means you wake up but are unable to move or speak and you hallucinate, the first time I seen a demon, pitch black shape with white sharp jagged teeth and the second time I didn't even open my eyes but I could hear it. All my life I have had very vivid realistic dreams, when I go to sleep it's like I watch a movie every night in my head.

I had a dream a while ago that involved a demon, in it I was in an old residence and it was night time, I walked into my bedroom and it was pitch black inside, the only light coming from a red clock and immediately I felt this presence there, it didn't speak nor did I actually see it because it was too dark but the door behind me slammed shut and I felt like it was literally sucking the life force out of me, I just got really tired and I could hardly move but I managed to actually crawl to the door, open it and escape but it took a tremendous amount of energy and for a while after that every time I was in my room and it was dark I started having that feeling like my life force was being siphoned away.

It got to a point recently that I had to get (strong) medication(s) dealing with anxiety and sleep, and that's what I use now. Another reason why I wanted to talk about this was because I (against my better judgment) started watching these ghost shows and recently became more religious, about a week ago or so I found myself searching up prayers that would generally help deal with this and honestly I felt they work I'll put a link in case anyone is curious. And I know it sounds stupid but to me all of this is real, like it's stuff I have to deal with and the remedy s I take now really seem to be working for me. ---> http://www.tldm.org/news24/5-Prayers-Recommended-By-An-Exorcist-To-Combat-Evil.htm