Confidential: I spun the Wheel. My secret is out.

Day 3,274, 19:21 Published in USA Netherlands by rainy sunday

I spun that wicked Wheel.

My task: Write an article revealing your eRep secret.

I hold many secrets. Few are my own. I generally keep many of my thoughts to myself and that's something I've been working hard to overcome. With a little help from a beloved friend and maybe a few friendly Feds. So here goes.

I am madly in love with fingerguns and have been for years.

I distinctly recall the first time she took notice of me. It was early winter of 2009, World War III had wound down and there was a lull across the land. You see, I was born into this nation at the onset of heavy conflict. The war machine was in overdrive so this sudden quiet was unnerving. I was hungry for more war. The occasional US-Ireland training war simply did not satisfy my hunger. I was a lowly foot soldier and still unaffiliated with any organized military group but it was clear even to me, War is doubleplusgood. War is activity. War is profit. War is fun. We needed more war!

I didn't know who to talk to about my thoughts.

I was a member of the Socialist Freedom Party and most of my party-mates were either pacifists or only really interested in liberation wars. I found myself at odds with their ideologies but thankful they were a big-tent party and we agreed to disagree, respectfully.

I was a volunteer worker for the Department of Interior's Meals on Wheels program and spent long hours distributing food and gifts to others like myself but I found no one in the Department interested to hear my views. The distribution center was cold and I could sometimes hear footsteps echo in the distance on the rare occasion someone came to make an inventory drop-off. They never left an invoice. That often troubled me.

I wasn't involved in any national forum community nor did I frequent chat rooms. I felt isolated. So I did what I do. I started shouting youtubes.

fingerguns heard me.

Little did I know some several months later she would become my chief advocate. She held the role as Chief of Staff in the PigInZen administration. He awarded me with my first cabinet level position. An office created especially for me. The Office of Human Resources. I was given a shiny new org and a paper. No budget and no access to any official meeting places. Until fingerguns stepped in and made sure I wasn't forgotten about.



I could go on and on about all the little acts of kindness fingerguns has shown me over the years. I know too I'm among countless others who have been enraptured with her style, poise, high-energy and hard work ethic, fun-loving sensibilities, and a delightful mischievous streak.

To fingerguns, the time you were away was a much less vibrant time. I am so happy you chose to return and shine.

I lovelovelove you, girl. You are an Hero!






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