[TheSchuReport] The Struggle Within

Day 3,236, 11:52 Published in USA Japan by Schubacca


Dateline: Day 3,236

Today's Articles:

1. The Struggle Within

The Struggle Within

Lately I have often had struggles with the temptation of the dark side trying to take over my very soul. Perhaps it already has or ongoing battle which no victor has declared whether the light side or the dark side will ultimately win. The endorsement I made was my choice alone.

When I look at my time in the SFP I have to question myself about who I am. Am I really the Schubaca that can bring balance back to the force? However something seems off to me. Not sure exactly what the answer is but I am questioning myself often if I am still very much a Socialist Freedomite.

As I examined this further it is starting to make sense. The dark side is trying to take me over and its growing stronger. I kind of like it too. Change may be a good thing. The real truth was always there right in front of me. Or is it just simply a good well told lie? I am only guided by my conscience about how I feel.
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Perhaps it seems unnatural on the path that I have taken but I still feel I am a socialist freedomite within my soul. The problem is I don't know which one is the real me and which is the false me. Do I really feel like a socialist freedomite? What does this all mean?

My endorsememt for Pfeiffer may be real but it may be the dark side that is controlling me. I am not sure of myself these days. Is this an alternate reality I am in? All I know is I endorsed Pfeiffer as I consulted my conscience and I was betrayed by it by my previous feelings.

My path remains unclear which I seek answers if I am truly this revolutionary soul. Doubt has set in. Hopefully the way forward will become clear and will continue to take that path to where I should be going.

The truth is this is all real...