BROKEN HEART

Day 1,010, 10:14 • Published in Malaysia Malaysia • by OPMM Wingman

I can't stop crying today
My world walked out the door
With her she took our pride
For Peninsular no more

The hours passed like seconds
When our two hearts were one
The seconds passed like hours
After she said that she was done

I no longer live in color
My world is black and white
I always wonder what she is doing
As I lie awake at night

I hope tomorrow is better
This is what I pray
But right now my heart is broken
I can't stop crying today

I live for rebellion, might be a tad deliquint
Sarcastic, a bitch, and the trouble's frequent
I'm ready for the world, just graduated
Our Friends are the best, yeah right I hate it

Tears relinquish the power of my anger
And leave my mind open to forgiveness
To once again dwell upon the possibility
Of words rather than hate to fend my enemies

They veil me in a covet of self-infected desire
To win at all costs and soon discover
That life is more than winning
And that time can be so forgiving

They wash away the ignorance of being
What I reason to be a life worth living
They intrude on my thoughts of anger
What I perceive as nothing more than
My own importance and gratification

How it works befuddles me
And keeps me in check with reality
But alas, I seek clarity and solidarity
To check myself and grow accordingly

So in my end I may discover
That I am more than what was my mother
And that hate and tears combined to create
A life of love and welcomed introverted sanity


Inspired by: Wingman Hamallee
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