Why Stay?

Day 2,508, 00:42 Published in Turkey USA by PimpDollaz

Have not written in a long time, mostly because I like to put some effort into it, and time does not allow. Now I am past caring, so I will just ramble. I left this game for a while, then came back but noticed I have no feeling towards this game one way or another.

I wanted to know, for those of you who have been here a very long time like I have - why do you stay? What is your motivation to continue? This game is boring and has a long way to go to even be mediocre, so I just wanted to get a sense of why there are still people around that have been here for years and are still plugging away. At the very least, I might get a sense of who still reads my paper or is subscribed to it.

I can't really say why I am still here, wasting my time. Perhaps it's because it has just become so routine. There was a time when the game had some semblance of community and I was investing a lot of time into it, so maybe I feel compelled not to give up. Maybe it's just the momentum of years that has made it seem almost job-like. I really don't know. Maybe if I figured it out, I could cut the cord gracefully. Or maybe not


Also, it's been so long since I wrote that I just noticed it costs gold to publish outside where you have citizenship. Back in the day, you could publish anywhere for free. Bastards are screwing us at every turn, yet we are still here, taking it....why, why, why