[DC] Dilemmas

Day 3,596, 18:38 • Published in USA Croatia • by Nikola barun Jurisic


Good evening,

Most of my articles are based on what happens in Erepublik and finding ways to make things get done better. Most of my time here I functionated in environment which could use my help. I felt I'm the change the country needs, I felt I could do a lot there. I've been hearing stories about how organized eUSA is, but until you actually join the community you don't have a clue about how the things are really done here. I'm beyond being impressed.





Dilemmas


I'm here only for few weeks and I believe I've learned how the system in the USA works, sure I'd like to learn more about party politics and such things, but since that was never my prime interest I'll delay that for some other time. Being here I learned few things, not as much as I hoped I would, but considering the short time I've spent here I'm pleased.

Sometimes in life you get to the point in which you have to make decisions. Those decisions can be some small ones like having a late night coffee. Sure it's gonna keep you up for longer than you planned to stay, but it's gonna make all things better and your cigarette much more tasty. That's a small decision which won't affect you long termly. Sure you might get late somewhere tommorow, but what's the big deal?

Sometimes life gets you other dilemmas. Some of decisions you take are going to have a long term effect on your future you. When that happens in real life then you better make a good choice. When it happens in Erepublik it's just gonna make your playing expirience either better or worse. Dilemmas are part of our (e)lifes and decisions we make are the things that define us as a person.

Safety or fun?
Resposibility or relaxation?
Short term pleasures or long term goals?

You're gonna face all those questions sooner or later. When it comes to real life I had an easy job so far. Things are going well for me, I can't be more happier and I'm grateful to everyone who's been there for me to show me the ways. I did well. Generally I consider myself as a good decision maker. I don't hesitate and once I make decision I usually make sure it's the right one.





I'm going for it..


I planned a long stay in the eUSA, I still do, I'll just have to delay it for a while. Learning things here and watching my RL country struggles in this game has made me asking myself some questions. That's what I was blabbing about in this article. The situation in eCroatia in this moments makes me wanna go there and use all the knowledge I have to fix it. In the same time, it's a lots of hard job which is gonna make me stressful and nervous.

In eUSA I got myself few great friends, I'm enjoying the game by hunting few BH's and writing some articles. However, I can't do much to upgrade the system here on a next level simply because there is no next level. In my honest opinion eUSA has the best organization of all the countries in eWorld. It makes me kinda wonder what's the point of being here and just enjoy.

I've spent years playing actively and in charge of eIreland, I can't say I miss that. I'm having more fun now than I had for a while. However, eCroatia needs me and that might become the biggest challenge of my eLife so far. I have to do something, I feel the urge to do something.

I'm going to eCroatia after a good 6 or 7 years being in other countries I'm gonna try make Croatia better for all its players and their community. I'm staying in EZC and surely I'm gonna get back to eUSA once. I have to finish what I started, explore all the aspects of your lovely community. You're a beautiful contrast of what people consider you to be. And I found myself perfectly happy with you.


But now, I have to go, it's time to do something I was eBorn for.
Now is my time and I'm gonna make it worth.
It's time to wake up the dead ones!






I am the soul of Croatian warriors
I'm looking for homeland and a flag winding
and with my blood she is soaked
and my soul has no peace, searching for here

So this is your country, don't you see
homeland we were all dreaming about
for her freedom you gave your blood
and the millennial dream became reality

I don't know here like that, she seems so sad
in my dreams she is proud and beautiful
but where are her heroes and brave sons
where are the values for which we died

Hey, warrior, there is no such Croatia
as soon as she blossomed troubles befell here
Dark powers raised above here
struck upon crown and throne

Always has been and always will be
those who will sell their souls to the devil
therefore you watch, because you have to watch
homeland pride to return

I would give anything to see her
proud and beautiful like in our dreams
I would give anything to see her
and again I would stand ready, my life to give





Yours,
Don Croata