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Day 5,540, 01:43
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by Akane Homura
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It's been a long time already since I have been a very active member of this community. I tried to bring changes to Japan and also brought many people to it.
However, I do feel since a long time that I am not welcome here anymore. I openly read it many times that people want me gone / don't like me and while I am strong and faced all long enough while still staying and still keeping doing my job for more than a whole year already I am also just a person.
I am not berserker Akane
I am not bad Akane
I am not just stubborn Akane
i am not unbothered Akane by all constant all sort of insults for months from multiple people.
Truth is that hurt even if I fought.
Overall I am just a normal person who gets the feeling since a long time that most would be happy if I just leave and that it would be a better place then.
In reality I cared way too much about folks and rarely ever just watched someone being hurt and just ignore them.
Hell I barely ever could see someone even being ignored without being hurt about that and then having to reply to them even if briefly.
I deeply cared about this country and most people.
Instead of leaving eJapan which was my idea that I could already only muster with a lot of pain I will probably just let my account die because at heart I am still Japanese and already here since 11 years without ever leaving this country.
Thanks for the time we had together and best wishes for your continuation. You can and will all strive and be fine if you believe in yourself and don't give up hope.
If you don't believe in yourself... who will?
...Sayonara
It's been a long time already since I have been a very active member of this community. I tried to bring changes to Japan and also brought many people to it.
However, I do feel since a long time that I am not welcome here anymore. I openly read it many times that people want me gone / don't like me and while I am strong and faced all long enough while still staying and still keeping doing my job for more than a whole year already I am also just a person.
I am not berserker Akane
I am not bad Akane
I am not just stubborn Akane
i am not unbothered Akane by all constant all sort of insults for months from multiple people.
Truth is that hurt even if I fought.
Overall I am just a normal person who gets the feeling since a long time that most would be happy if I just leave and that it would be a better place then.
In reality I cared way too much about folks and rarely ever just watched someone being hurt and just ignore them.
Hell I barely ever could see someone even being ignored without being hurt about that and then having to reply to them even if briefly.
I deeply cared about this country and most people.
Instead of leaving eJapan which was my idea that I could already only muster with a lot of pain I will probably just let my account die because at heart I am still Japanese and already here since 11 years without ever leaving this country.
Thanks for the time we had together and best wishes for your continuation. You can and will all strive and be fine if you believe in yourself and don't give up hope.
If you don't believe in yourself... who will?
...Sayonara
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A last o7 is also good 🙂
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Pay no attention to those who are not happy with you. Connect with those who make you happy. There are a lot of good and bad people everywhere. Don't be discouraged! You can become my friend, I'm always happy with the company of good people. I think you are a good person.
Fellow citizen, if that was the reason to stop doing what you like, eRepublik would be empty at this point. Pay no heed and do whatever brings you happiness!
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Dont overthink this...
https://youtu.be/s3ZC-kx-z9I
You are beautiful you should know it...
https://youtu.be/wlAw48HucqY
É preciso perder
Para depois se ganhar
E mesmo sem ver acreditar
https://youtu.be/K06O-jbC7lo
As I told you personally, I don't want you to leave 🙁
I like you and I do not want you to leave.
vrati se vojvodo na dinaru ponovo.....
No, you can't leave or died...
I appreciate your explanation.
I do not think there are any words to undo some of what caused you to feel this way and write this article.
However, it is a fact that you are a valued member of this community with significant activity and contributions over the years and I do not believe anyone would like to see you leave.
Hope time heals some the wounds and you reconsider...
This is just the game.Relax and enjoy if you can with all of us samurais.😄😄😄😄😄
Long live Japan!!!🇯🇵
I see a lot of comments here where folks are expressing their intention of her not leaving, however, I barely see any of you standing up for her when it mattered on a verbal level.
Nevertheless, it's nice to see them, but don't pretend anything more than that.
Concerning the party responsible for the mayhem as of late, I am not entirely sure what makes them have a boner trying to be all machos over the screen, however, they can have that bit of win, as losers will always be that and there's no more vital fact of that showcase than someone slurring someone else because they can't admit they are a loser.
This place is a toxic mess, which was why I quit, but she stayed despite telling her not to.
This bit is directed towards Akane for her time in this place. You were the best with what you had, you made some cry which I see to this day still do, and made others laugh. Was a good run, look ahead and carry on in another adventure.
🙂
She has proven many times that she had quite a bit of grit to take on what was thrown her way. I received my fair share during last summer...
While I agree that during some incidents she should have seen more support from others, I would still not call the environment toxic. Quite a few members of the community will avoid confrontation or conflict at all costs so certain incidents just seem to go unaddressed or settled unfairly. But that happens in every community. There is no unicorns and butterflies utopia anywhere whether in VR or RL 🙂
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We should Airstrike them. In retaliation.
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