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"Sweet rose of my youth... The only one I've ever loved. The only one I've never hurt. The only one who broked my heart without knowing it. I don't blame you. How could you even see what hides behind this dark eyes? I never even tried to show you how much I could love you. Well... I guess that now is too late.
You might not remember. It was luckiest day in my life when we met. I can still feel it. It makes me blush, even now wnen I'm old, lifeless, with no belief in tommorow. The way you walked towards me, I was hypnotized. From the instant I saw you I knew deeply in my heart, you are the one I was waiting for. Those eyes, that smile, oh my dear swan. But, clumsy me, never brave enough to show you how much I care. You had other boys. Some of them you loved, some of them just liked. I hated them all. It was funny, well, not that much, but you have never find out who dyed Johnny's bike in pink. Or broke Greg's bumper. Yes, I see now how childish and stupid it was, but I had to do that. They broke your heart. You were so sad those days, I just couldn't resist myself. My ony one. I promised myself that I will protect you as long as I live. Maybe I failed? I don't know. I've done my best.
Oh, loveliest flower from my garden. How I missed you whole my life. I had other girls. Loving them wasn't as easy as it was loving you. They had my body, some of them had my heart, but soul? I gave my soul to you, you kept it forever. Yes, I've got married. But it was long after you did it first. She was pretty, she was nice to me, she loved me so much, but she wasn't you. I tried not to hurt her. It was impossible. Every time she looked into my eyes, she knew. She couldn't see herself there, she saw you. Even though she never met you, she could feel you through every part of me. I named our little girl after you, have you heard? She loves her name so much, not knowing I gave it to her after my greatest love.
Honey, you newer knew that I died the day you left town. It felt like you ripped out my heart and brought it with you, leaving lifeless body to go on. I really don't blame you. You never knew. I just hope you were happy with him. I hated him so much, I still do. He had you, he loved you, he gave you everything. You have been his first thing in the morning, and last before sleep. I heard that he died few years ago. God bless his soul. I am just so sorry I wasn't there for you in those hard moments.
My wife also passed away. My daughter got married and she lives in other town. I am old, miserable, and very sad. Memories of you is only thing I have left. I know that you came back to our town. I never saw you, but It's not odd. I don't leave this house. I am scared. Scared of walking on you, after all these years I'm not sure that my heart could take it. That's why I wrote this letter. I had to tell you everything, I couldn't take it with myself.
Forgive me if I ever hurt you.
Forever yours
Sam"

With tears she finished reading. She couldn't belive it. Her Sam, her biggest love, reason why she left everything, not knowing that he loved her too. She took her coat, and went to his house.
Slow knocking woke him up from day dreaming. "Who could that be?" he tought without any intention to open the door.
"Let me in, you silly old man"
"Could it be? I know that voice. I must be dreaming..." he thought. But still, he went to open.
"Maggie? Is that really you?"
"How could you Sam? How could you keep it to yourself for so many years? Why didn't you let me know?" she told and fell in his arms. There they were, both old, both sad and happy at same time, both crying like children.
"Don't be sad my girl. I did what I thought it was best for you. I am so sorry."
"It was my fault. I never showed you that I care. Could you ever forgive me?"
"Don't be silly, there is nothing to be forgiven. Come in, please, we have so much to say to each other..."

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