Goodbye eRepublik
Day 2,686, 21:13
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by Mata
Wiki page with info about Fatal Familial Insomnia.
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Hello Everyone of eRepublik,
This message is not meant to anyone specific, you might be a player, moderator, admin or whatever else, this message is meant for everyone.
Since my return at 8th of February 2015 it has been unclear to people how and why I had returned to eRepublik.
I have told many people because it was the advertisement spam of eRepublik(1 site had 9 eRepublik ads even!), this is part of the truth.
What I have left out since coming back was that since I have returned it hasn't been going well for me, sadly this has deteriorated in rapid speed, ending up that I have to quit eRepublik with no chance of return.
Since I few months back I have heard that I had the very rare condition called Fatal familial insomnia.
I don't want to explain it all anymore, I can only tell it is indeed fatal and there are 4 stages, which I have been at stage 3 for a bit over 2 months already...
(For those wondering, it's incurable, untreatable, unstoppable.
Whatever I would try, it would end up killing me.)
The 4th would be... destroying everything that is me, I don't want it to happen while I still play eRepublik.
That is why I have decided to say farewell to eRepublik.
I am very sad that the admins still haven't seen the fact they are destroying this game and I hope they will learn this, sadly I can not continue that fight.
There is only 1 thing I hope, that I have made people think about their actions, as that is the only things I truly hope.
I want to thank every single person that I came across at eRepublik for their kindness and respect.
I do not know what to type anymore, so I will leave it at this.
Special mentions that I thought were important to say, as I do remember them by heart:
eNetherlands, thank you for being my home country at eRepublik, I am sorry for leaving so suddenly.
eUkraine, thank you for being my birth country in real life and being the amazing people that you have been to me, it might have been hard to communicate, but you were still lovely!
ePortugal, thanks for being the jokers you were the past few days.
eGreece, A big thank you for the respect you have shown me!
Every single friend of mine; I have a hard time to go say a message to every single one of you, so I will try to do it with 1 message:
You have either shown me respect or offensive comments, in the end I did like both, I've had fun with all of you and while I will not be here, I hope you keep trying to be the great people you were to me.
Thank you very much eRepublik and good luck in life to everyone of you.
I might react, I might not, I do not know.
Signing out.
Mata
Edit:
For those who asked me why I attacked a lot the last week, that was to see this happen before leaving...
And the last damage ever done has been done for eUkraine
And my last ever message to Support:
My last BH, hunted with all my power any I could get:
Needed to understand this article
Hello Everyone of eRepublik,
This message is not meant to anyone specific, you might be a player, moderator, admin or whatever else, this message is meant for everyone.
Since my return at 8th of February 2015 it has been unclear to people how and why I had returned to eRepublik.
I have told many people because it was the advertisement spam of eRepublik(1 site had 9 eRepublik ads even!), this is part of the truth.
What I have left out since coming back was that since I have returned it hasn't been going well for me, sadly this has deteriorated in rapid speed, ending up that I have to quit eRepublik with no chance of return.
Since I few months back I have heard that I had the very rare condition called Fatal familial insomnia.
I don't want to explain it all anymore, I can only tell it is indeed fatal and there are 4 stages, which I have been at stage 3 for a bit over 2 months already...
(For those wondering, it's incurable, untreatable, unstoppable.
Whatever I would try, it would end up killing me.)
The 4th would be... destroying everything that is me, I don't want it to happen while I still play eRepublik.
That is why I have decided to say farewell to eRepublik.
I am very sad that the admins still haven't seen the fact they are destroying this game and I hope they will learn this, sadly I can not continue that fight.
There is only 1 thing I hope, that I have made people think about their actions, as that is the only things I truly hope.
I want to thank every single person that I came across at eRepublik for their kindness and respect.
I do not know what to type anymore, so I will leave it at this.
Special mentions that I thought were important to say, as I do remember them by heart:
eNetherlands, thank you for being my home country at eRepublik, I am sorry for leaving so suddenly.
eUkraine, thank you for being my birth country in real life and being the amazing people that you have been to me, it might have been hard to communicate, but you were still lovely!
ePortugal, thanks for being the jokers you were the past few days.
eGreece, A big thank you for the respect you have shown me!
Every single friend of mine; I have a hard time to go say a message to every single one of you, so I will try to do it with 1 message:
You have either shown me respect or offensive comments, in the end I did like both, I've had fun with all of you and while I will not be here, I hope you keep trying to be the great people you were to me.
Thank you very much eRepublik and good luck in life to everyone of you.
I might react, I might not, I do not know.
Signing out.
Mata
Edit:
For those who asked me why I attacked a lot the last week, that was to see this happen before leaving...
And the last damage ever done has been done for eUkraine
And my last ever message to Support:
My last BH, hunted with all my power any I could get:
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Comments
Good luck in the real life! 🙂
Thank you! 🙂
Good Luck in everything!
Prayers heading your way!
Thanks. 🙂
We're praying for you.
thank you.
fuckkkkkk puts this bull shit game in its rightfull place prayers to you and your family
From me and my adoptive family, thank you. 🙂
Best of energies to you
🙂 Thank you, sounds nice by the way! 🙂
Thanks for sharing your time and your thoughts with us. May you find blessings on your journey!
You're very kind, thank you!
Good luck in RL, Mata 🙂
Thank you xSteviex, sorry for not getting to know you better, you will receive a PM in just a minute, please read it.
Good luck, my dear...
thank you 😉)
Life is an odd thing, I guess. Sometimes it's good; sometimes it's bad. All too often it's painful, and all too often it's short.
We've never met, but if it's any solace, I'll keep you in my thoughts. May you go forth with grace and make the best of what lays ahead.
Only thing I could answer, without death there wouldn't be life, so even if my time will come, I wouldn't have lived if there was no death.
Thank you for your beautiful message! 🙂
That is very deep. You are very strong and self-conscious Mata, especially now when you know your fate. I admire you.
We should all learn from you...
May you have the best and kindest of things on your journey.
Till next we meet, then.
இڿڰۣ-ڰۣ—
Thank you very much!
I hope you have a good and happy life at Macedonia.
Even in the most direst of times(Like war) never forget to be happy about being able to be here.
Good luck with everything!
Good luck in the real life 🙂
thanks.
Uhh... I just did a youtube video search on Fatal familial insomnia 😕
Hoping things turn out better for you! Even though it seems genetic I wish you the best of luck...
Then you should have found out all the information that you would probably need, believe there are at least 2 documentaries about it on youtube.
Thanks, but I have accepted it already, I do hope they will find a cure so in the future some can actually be helped.
praying for you +1, farewell my dear.
Thanks
Thanks for all your input given!
Good luck Mata o/
Thank you :3
All the best.
Thanks! :3
I was honored to have you as a eFriend
And I was honored to meet every single person at eRepublik!
I say goodbye with respect. DAF will keep remembering you.
Farewell.
o7
Thank you Weekstrom! :3
Don't let eNetherlands die! 😉
It was a great honour to meet you Mata, it's unfortunate to hear this.
Farewell o7
o7
It was a greater honour to meet you! 😉
🙁
Farewell
Don't let anyone bully you about Arnhem, they just don't know what they are missing. 😉
You are great guy Legendardisch, you will probably do great things! 🙂
The best of luck in the future.... grtzzzz 🙂
Thanks Sky! 🙂
I've met you 2 days ago on IRC, and now you leave ...
I didn't know much about you, but you seem to be a nice person 🙂
Goodbye and best of luck !
Yeah, though it was fun speaking to you!
Good luck with everything! 🙂
And thanks for your message!
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I shoukd be on IRC today, I will give you a poke if you are online.
I have known you for less than a week and even that short amount of time was enough to perceive your positive energy. I wish that it will never leave you wherever you go.
Goodbye and stay strong!
Thanks synhro. 🙂
From the times I have spoken with you, I truly believe that you're a genuinely kind and thoughtful person and I am glad to have had the opportunity to meet you in this game. I've greatly appreciated your thoughts, opinions, and writings over the past couple of months. I'm sure the rest of the eNetherlands would agree with me that we are going to miss you a lot.
Don't ever give up and keep positive. Goodbye and best of luck to you, Mata. 🙂
You've made me cry a bit.
Your messages shows true kindness too, thanks for your honest comment.
I know you mostly of IRC and I can only say you are an amazing person yourself!
Now I need to get the tear out of my eyes, hehe..
You are a great person and you will not be forgotten. I will be praying for you and I wish more people would be as kind and helpful like you.
Thanks Kordak, sad we couldn't talk more. 🙁