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by Septimius Maximinus
I am going to be taking a vacation of sorts, not saying I will quit this game forever but I will not be very active. I will come on every now and then and read some of the articles posted but I need to put more effort into healing my mind.
I wanted to thank everybody that I got to work with in the senate and to everyone who voted for ADP and also I would like to thank Rusty D for being a good comrade and a great CP. It was fun and an honor being a member of parliament for as long as I did and maybe one day down the line I will again, hopefully less then 2 years this time.
2015 Hasn't been the greatest year for me and the end of 2014 everything came out, all the suppressed feelings, emotions, moods, thoughts etc came out and I broke down. I have been going to the doctors regularly and also a therapist as well, currently I have been diagnosed with Bipolar type II disorder, Major Depressive Disorder (MDD) and Borderline Personality Disorder(BPD) (to sum that part up you can also call it "Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder") and I might have more. I have times where I don't feel anything at all especially I do not feel guilt, and I get very narcissistic, there is a part of me that thinks bad thoughts about injuring other people etc. If it is possible to have a partial disorder it would be partial Anti-Social Personality Disorder but because of my emotional instability and bipolar I have mood swings so I don't always feel that way. I asked my mother about it and she says she gets the same things sometimes, so I get bipolar from my family and anti-social from my family as well.
This is a farewell for now but ill be back someday. Heh if the dictator spot is open I got all the mental qualifications needed to fit the role 🙂
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Not good bro, hope everything pans out ok for you
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Interesting... hope you get well enough to return soon 🙂
Be strong, you have it in you 🙂
When it comes down to mental issues it's best not to fester over them, what makes any sane person go nuts is the over analysis of situations/issues which leads to paranoia and hypochondria.
The best way to combat that is to change environments, friends, habits etc.
If you stay in the same rut you won't see improvement with your mental outlook, it's time you explored a few options of what makes you creative or happy 🙂
All the best mate, you know where to find me and my PM box is always open for you, be it for game stuff or just for a quick chat.
But your health is the most important thing, take care and remember there are people and in the real world to help.
Good luck mate!!
All the best to you !!
Good luck, though I'm sure you won't need it. 🙂
There's some good advice above. Change up some things in your life, and don't be afraid to cut out the parts that upset you. However difficult it might be.
Good luck buddy
Courageously written, Theo. All the best.
Be strong Theo - I hope you are doing well soon. And as JackTrout said - very courageously written.