Exile's Log, Day 482
Sophia Forrester
Today has seemed to pass so quickly. I am pleasantly surprised at how much friendly camaraderie there is in eJapan. In the US, by comparison, I was alone in a crowd, yet did not know it.
I have discovered that, while I came here seeking peace, a part of me still longs for war. It's only human to desire challenge, even conflict... and I've given so much training to war that it seems almost wasteful to forget it.
The jingoistic frenzy of my homeland descending on a smaller nation with the fury of a mob... I am thankful to be away from that.
But part of me hopes to participate in war nonetheless, if an honorable war where peace is sought and war used as a defensive measure, or a last resort.
I have been wondering, do humans always carry war in our hearts, wherever we go? The American conception of humans is almost as masters of the Earth. Even the religious would place humans as the highest mortal race. But Japan is different. The word for human, "ningen..." It's hard to explain. When I hear it I hear the irony of being human, the comic tragedy. It is not humility because humility is virtue for virtue's sake, and so more prideful than this. It might be modesty. Or perhaps simple decency.
I'm in a philosophical mood. But the evening grows late. I've written enough for tonight.
Comments
Welcome to Japan! I enjoyed reading your article.
I, too, enjoy reading your newspaper.
If you long for war, but wish to be on the side that stands for justice, the military may be the place for you. Get deployed (temporarily) to far-off lands where someone has attacked. For example - some of our forces went to Mexico to defend against the US' attacks.
That was me btw! Damn talking orgs!
Yes come and join our army. We were fighting in Mexico, then we were deployed to help in the liberation of Hungary.
Great article. It's fantastic to see that you really like and understand the spirit of eJapan.
Nice to meet a fellow expatriate. I left for the same reasons and it's much friendlier and peaceful here. Almost too peaceful.