tomorrow? never again..

Day 1,549, 04:18 • Published in Serbia Portugal • by Judazs

So what can i tell you my dearest homeboys? I guess you all came to know the feared monster named Judazs, and on the lyrics by Mr Sinatra says it all..

You all know me, i'm not a quitter, so i guess i'm not quitting... just letting go, just take a break of the battle.. just stating that the cake is a huge lie.. and even knowing i fought for everything i believe in, with all my strength.. the cake has been a lie for over a year.. i've kept the battle after loosing it, fighting against everything, fighting for what i believed was the best..

The time came for me to realize the war was over and i was fighting against unbeatable monsters, the war has ended long time ago.. and i was the only one continuing it.. giving a hard day on those who have defeated my ideas, my friends and my ideals..
That time.. is today... i'm laying my weapons, quitting the fight, just sitting back and watching a show i know i wont enjoy..

"And now the end is near
And so I face the final curtain
My friend I'll say it clear
I'll state my case of which I'm certain

I've lived a life that's full
I traveled each and every highway
And more, much more than this
I did it my way

Regrets I've had a few
But then again too few to mention
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption

I planned each charted course
Each careful step along the byway
And more, much more than this
I did it my way

Yes there were times I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew

But through it all when there was doubt
I ate it up and spit it out, I faced it all
And I stood tall and did it my way

I've loved, I've laughed and cried
I've had my fill, my share of losing
And now as tears subside
I find it all so amusing

To think I did all that
And may I say not in a shy way
Oh no, oh no, not me
I did it my way

For what is a man what has he got
If not himself then he has not
To say the things he truly feels
And not the words of one who kneels
The record shows I took the blows
And did it my way

Yes it was my way"

this is my time to lay down.. and slowly return to the original sand.. the day will come when you wont see me.. no idea when it will be..

All heroes get to be beaten, all heroes get to die..

thanks to
- Laya and Clueless for showing me what i only understood now
- all those who helped me fighting these unbeatable monsters even knowing that all we could achieve was defeat.. it was a brave fight.

see ya kids, and remember the most important thing in life.. have fun *