Oh hai, last one.
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Thomas Arashikage
Goodbye to all of you. If only I had done this sooner I'd have the love of my life. But she's gone and now too I will be gone. I met her in the fed chat and the rest is between her and I. We loved each other so intensely at times. Other times I grew complacent. Either consciously or subconsciously. This game as well as other factors took us down a road to ruin. When I first started this game I was bored and clicked on a link. It might have been Facebook. I'm not quite sure. A couple of years later out of sheer happen stance Harliquinn and I met on IRC in the Federalist political party chat. From there flirtatation grew and sprouted into love. When I first started flirting with her, never in my wildest dreams did I think we'd ever be together. But we were. We even lived together. We started a life and out of sheer stupidity I messed it up. On several occasions. From time to time she would come back here. Probably because it took my attention away from her. At one point she recorded an argument we had about me going into Twitch or Mixer or whatever it is now. My stomach turns at hearing myself and the hurtful words I put on her. On her heart. Her heart was mine and I trampled it. She would want recognition here. I could never understand because our life had grown beyond this platform. I wasn't hiding her. I guess I was shielding myself so if I wanted to continue here it wouldn't be too hard. But, it is hard. This game as well as social media is addicting. I tried to break away and for the most part I did. I changed my name to become anonymous. I set benchmark goals to be able to leave sooner. Hoping she would come back to my arms and we could love again. I should have listened. I should have logged out and never looked back. I only really stayed because I made some cool friends during the 8 years of playing here. I met my greatest love here. I'm sorry.
Goodbye. 💔
Jonathan aka Chance Harrison
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A good luck!
You made smart decision which I also should make.
Too little, too late.
I remember Harleiquinn, she logged here not so long ago, last time.
By the way, I hope you come back too, from time to time, to check and hello us, poor mortals.
I believe it's been almost a year. 😢
A good luck!
Balance is the most difficult point to maintain.
"it's always darkest before the dawn"
goat bless your journey o7
well, if this was the love of your life, don't simply write it here. Just chase her and fight to build a common life. If it is meant for you to be together, then you will be. At some point. Good luck!
I've done that several times only for her to leave. I would love to chase her one last time. It seems like I exhausted all of my chances.
a man exhausts all his chances at his deathbed. Chances are fought for and won.
I really hope you're right.
I'm gonna miss your silly shouts from time to time.
Best of luck and may all the gods be with you.
I wish you the best of luck.
Goodbye.
I miss our IRC conversations, the 3 of us, chatting away having a great time just hanging out.
I will miss you but completely agree that you need to find a way to chase that girl back down.
I miss some of that too. I miss when her and I played together. It was fun teaching her and having her care about what I enjoyed doing. I want to chase her but sadly I think this is it. I messed up. So much.
🙁