Waking the dead

Day 2,793, 07:40 Published in Philippines Philippines by Marie von Gablitz

Maybe this article has sence only for the walking dead in eRepublik not for the live ones, but it will use them too one day.

As the time flows here just like in real life new one comes others just let and die
( or get banned ) with the exception you always have a chance to come back resurrect at any time.
When u come back in the game after so many motnths and years within comes also the feeling of isolation, loneliness where every reintroductions seems wrong and hopeless.
The first moment when you reenter into this virtual world is the decisive moment should I stay and try one more time or close the coffin for the next period.
Usually the wake up after a long break is shoking, how everything has changed, where are the old pals, who are those new people and why they look so dumb ? It was better and funnier in my time.
Its true everyones time is the best one and at the first sign we arent able to se the new way, get along with new younger folks and start the fun in absolutely different direction.
Even after some time spent in the shadows of the game just watching around trying to learn, to see how to introduce yourself again to the community, anxiety doesn’t stop.
The game looks and is simpler than it was speaking about mechanism, rules and modules the major and the only problem stays the socialization with the world.

Even if the world goes forward or by some other spectrum this new world has went to hell deeper than any other banned player, the game itself wasn’t (hope it still isn’t) that what keeps you here nor the other people you get close to, like them or even hate the result is the same.
How to make yourself play again when you know you miss something and someone ?!
Should I search the world and collect the pieces of old glory and the survived ones ? Maybe bring the dead people from the past back to learn or suffer together ?

After so many spent years here maybe I truly have become just an old hag who dislikes and don’t see the game with the same eyes I used too ? Maybe I’m the one who has grown, changed not the game ?
After all this time spent as a living on the old ground of eRepublik I found one who resists to give up even after six years Alfred Ball

Or just give up and forget the past and embrace the new people with the hope I might change them coz I’m too old to start with myself so don’t you try it either.
We have lived full experience, carried by the feeling, we loved and hated. Now the only fun is who can steal more. We weren’t angels but we knew how to do it with style.


Its so scary to try one more time, but what the hell lets make it fun again.