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For start music : https://youtu.be/gHeG6kKIc6M?si=0sNkD8ParxMm1APo
I am so long in erepublik.... 13years. Maybe 3months in all time account than is not active. All kinds of events found me in life, but I always found someone who would be on the account. In addition to these countries, I was also in eNew Zealand. Once upon a time, an opportunity arose, sometimes according to my will. I thought about giving up, but..

If you don't know where you're going,
then don't go at all
I've learnt a hundred times that I'm bad at acting closures
Cause I keep coming back to you,
even while I'm "leaving"
Without you, every day
is a waste of time


In last 5years of periods of active gaming and the famous double-click took turns.. sometimes faster, but mostly slower.. I some point of time, friend from erep, pull me to a chat.. As only he can do that smootly.. When another friend saw that I had come, there was a party with account.. They toldme: you can do it, we will hep you, .. And so it was.. For months I wasgiven with tanks and CC, acces to channels ,meeting the right people in the right place.. Whatever I needed, they were there.. Both of them. They helped me to get to the Legend X and then everything went faster.. I will NEVER forget that..

We have loved each other even before we were born
We will love each other after death too
We know what's the
Measure for infinity


I have met many friends in these 13 years.. Some have given up, some are no longer even in this world.. What sustains this community are the people.. When tou know each other for so long, , at least 7 years, it gets a new dimension.
At the time when I start to be more active on the erep, tough times are starting for me.. Surgery, corona, death in the family, and my world begins to crumble...little by little.. That's when real friendships begin..
I'm standing here with sincerity, like a child
Let the fools take their revenge,
those who forgive are the brave ones
For it to be called love,
you gotta seek as much as you give
To see a rainbow,
you have to get rained on


In the last year and a half, days started to face hell.. Exit: erepublik, chat, movies and series... Something I could enjoy for a while.. when everyone around me falls asleep.. I was looking for some comfort, some escape...I started to pay packages to eRepublik and reached legends XII, XIII.. As I progressed on the erep, the RL situation got worse.
Until one day in August, it didn't change. Forever. Sudennly. No clue.. And it began to have to endure...Because of two wonderful young people to whom I am both mother and father. For myself, It wasn't enough. I bought headphones for the mobile phone... and my magic began..

If you don't know where you're going then rather don't go at all
My place is here, i realized at last
I'm standing here before you now
but I have no words to say
"Forgive me for everything", is that not enough?


I like to watch Korean series.. Discovered a new dimension.. From the first, Alchemy of Souls, I found Minhyun .. And everything opened... Nu'est - Monsta X -Taemin - Super M and finally, EXO.. and my play list is full.. Basically I know what it's about.. Google is there, it translates songs into English.. And I let the thoughts go first.. and then the step.. And there are more and more beautiful days than those to endure..
I'm standing here with sincerity, like a child
Let the fools take their revenge,
those who forgive are the brave ones
For it to be called love,
you gotta seek as much as you give
To see a rainbow,
you have to get rained on

I am infinitely grateful to those two from the beginning of the story.. They know who are they.. These are family people whom I can call and consult about everything, including the erepublik. I also owe a lot of gratitude to the people from June this year. A situation where you don't know what, where and how.. in which you simply feel like buying a plane ticket and going to solve it there ..Thanks to Zoran, one S.Cat, Dralens and many more who, if they didn't help me, were a fantastic support.. That my family feels safe... No matter where is...Thanks to one Iggy and one co-parent, dad, for raising Iggy together.. Thanks to Pedja D, Lav, one Marko, Vlada V.,Kutuzov, girls from @erepublikgirls, Bojan.. to everyone who helped me..

In the second half of August, it became very emotionally demanding..Anniversaries.. On August 18, one year passed and on August 25 it was 30 years.. and that's where I broke.. I had to change.. When I change myself.. And I went to where I find joy and comfort.. At least in my playlist..

P.S. Thanks to a soul for allowing push&pull..

After 30 years, for the end,...I promised myself that I wouldn't cry anymore with this song : EXO - Miracles in December https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EI3JfC2PkDE