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last week i was gods choosen, this week deamons are chasing me!

Day 2,143, 00:33 • Published in USA USA

• by ComputerSpeaker

i hate being ill! sorry guys i am just kinda venting.

so i started lithium, then i increased my dosage (without docs permission) then i started feeling good! significantly less suicidal, then like i was Gods chosen.

i actually had someone buy me a hamburger and fries and a drink and knock on my door and tell me thank you for all the hard work i did! lol i do not remember doing as much as i thought god wanted me to but yet here was someone saying i helped them so much they went and bought me food and brought it to me! blows my mind.

well now i cannot sleep, i feel like the little kid in movies who see's he daemon and runs to bed and hides.

well so i guess this is kinda an apology i just have not really been me. i hope soon i will not be afraid to turn on the radio or go to the bathroom. i also hope soon i can return to my semi nice semi logical self.

has anyone had this problem? any suggestions for meds that might be better than lithium for psychotic bipolar?

Comments

Alexander Atem Day 2,143, 00:44

😛

Dalan Di Celes Day 2,143, 05:52

O,o

shiloh13 Day 2,143, 11:03

There are studies out there that state medical marijuana may help in a positive way for people with Bipolar conditions. If you live in a MMJ state then that medicine can be provided legally. But of course you should seek advice from a professional health care provider. All the best.

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