48 Days Awake

Day 2,883, 11:51 • Published in Ireland Mexico • by Lone Harry


It all started that day.I was active and enthusiasm was the feeling I was occupied with...
All I had to do was two clicks and a small payment.But the questions had already started wondering in my head.How should I name it?Should I spend my time or not?Who was the ultimate purpose of this action? All I had to do was think , but at this point it wasn't easy.Something should give me enough motive to give purpose at this effort to create something new.I had to move in well-known places ,between my local files until I find the folder where music is at.After 1-2 tracks everything has cleared up and I have made my mind.The decision was taken.The purpose was set and everything else were about to happen.But then again the questions came up to the surface of my thoughts...Why should anyone bother?Why waste their time for me?I guess I had to find out so I just passed by these thoughts..Soon I introduced my purposes to the rest of the community and gladly I was accepted.It was then when I realised that I should keep doing it until even the ones who supported me from the beginning will find its existance unnessecary.The days were passing and I was walking straight to the road I chose.In that trip every time I have found another one who would support my efforts and always I would find the ones who never stopped supporting me.30 days later I would have done 23 little steps while a long journey still continues.I've made a promise that I will keep walking the way I chose from the very beginning and even though I need some stops to rest or reconsider I will not surrender if the time has not come.48 Days have passed but I am still awake!This article is not for everyone, so I don't expect all of you to support it.But I will be really happy if the ones I'd like to , will read it.


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