Torn between two sides.

Day 509, 12:59 Published in Japan Denmark by Oraizan

Well, I'm sorry if this turns out particularily short compared to my other articles. I dont really know how much I have to say, but here goes.



Trouble
I have asked a few people if they thought I would be a good addition to the congress. I am glad to have positive responces from those few, and the few others who have told me on their own accord that I would make a good Congressman.

So why did I put the subtitle as trouble? Well...
I am alittle torn lately. Somehow it feels partly my fault for some of the things that have happened. Hizumi for one, freaking out. I feel that if I had not got involved he would still be here pushing his illogical point of view, rather then causing trouble from greece. This thought troubles me, because I want to help Japan, not hurt it.

The second would be Angrr leaving. I personally look up to Angrr as a eRepublican, and I find that he is/would be a good role-model to many of the new citizens out there. I realize it is his final decision to leave, and I should not take it personally. I am not exactly, I just feel that him leaving is somewhat partly my fault aswell (for going against Akki).

With this state of mind being torn between the good and bad, I am un-sure of where I stand and what I should do. I have considered dis-continueing my voice in discussions, but there are people who apparently like to hear what I have to say. I have also considered running for congress, and just accept that the bad is done and I can't change it now but continue on.

As congress elections appraoch I have to soon prepare myself and decide.



Kokawa Jinja
Kokawa Jinja
Koka has recently made a organization for gift giving, to help those with low wellness. From what I know the company will be funded by donations. I myself has dropped in 1GOLD, and plan to give more after my next milestone. Also Tohru and JackChurchill have dropped in some donations. I ask anybody who has the extra JPY (small donations add up, 1JPY can make a difference) after buying their own food, to donate atleast a small ammount towards this worthy cause, and allow Koka's capable hands to do the rest.

I am very glad to see the community starting to slowly be more active, and work towards a better eJapan for everybody! This organization is proof that we are becoming a better eJapan, despite all the political issues.

Thank you very much Koka!



eSweden
I have announced myself as the Japanese Ambassador to sweden in my previous post today (to sweden only). Hopefully we can build up a great relationship between eJapan and eSweden, despite war problems. I have began finding the more popular newspapers, and subscribing to them, aswell as actively doing my best to check local news as much as possible. I cannot promise to post about Sweden everyday, but I will do my best to get as much interesting news as possible.
I have also contacted some of the government, introducing myself to them and

Today the Newspaper has been very busy, and with that said I have created a new post in the eSweden thread VIA private fourm.
http://www.aoi-fan.uni.cc/index.php?showtopic=530

I know we are not Sweden, but I would like to keep eJapan informed on Swedens situation aswell. If you would like to comment about what I have posted in the private fourm, feel free to do so here.



Oraizan
I have also taken the time to update some places, and let the eRep world know a bit more about myself. I have edited my Wiki aswell as updating my profile in the private eJapan fourm.

I have found that the IRC and fourm are becoming more and more active, and on that note I would like to once again encourage more people to join in.

Irc: http://www.mibbit.com/chat/ (search eJapan)

Fourm: http://www.aoi-fan.uni.cc/index.php?



Thank you to all that have read my article
My love goes out to eJapan, in hope of success!
Oraizan~

(My quote goes out to all those un-voiced, and new)
If I were required to guess off-hand, and without collusion with higher minds, what is the bottom cause of the amazing material and intellectual advancement of the last fifty years, I should guess that it was the modern-born and previously non-existent disposition on the part of men to believe that a new idea can have value.
-Mark Twain