It was long to realize that I gotta do something, sometimes when depression hits you, you gotta thank it, because when you try to get out of it you realize the mistakes you have done.
By that I've learned that I have screwed my life up completely but never knew it, didn't realize it, I thought its all good since 2011 when depression first time got me.
Finishing high school with shit grades and dropping out of college and locking up yourself in a room putting blinds down sitting in front PC 24/7 letting days, months and years pass you however while dealing with 2nd depression that occurred to me in November/December I had it under control, forcing myself to get out from home in the morning for walks, going to my friends let me realize that there is a point but never achieved it or seen it.
What I mean is that I have to re-do my life completely, I have applied to a college once again, let the sun in and enjoy the life till I can, therefor I decided to stop playing games that take most of my time, eRepublik was one of them, I have been sitting doing stuff in erepublik 24/7 even it does not look like it I had some private stuff going on, funding nations, helping people and doing what I love which is criticizing.
I used to sit from evening till next day morning on IRC and erepublik more than playing any other games that I have on my PC, of course I love games, very but it gotta be done that there is a limit of time.
Therefor I would like to say it simple, I am leaving eRepublik completely.
My money which I will not tell amount but it was big, if the customer support that really does nothing would of tell me my Safety Code it would of be more went to Oraizan, I trust her that she will make eJapan into fine nation, nation that will get back on its feet and enter golden era, that is my wish either way...
eRepublik does not really have many people you can trust, but there were some and for there is few and I think they know who they are but nevertheless eJapan was a great community... Best one I seen or played, you might think "ha says the 2012 player" actually I've been playing erepublik since 2010 but due short memory I was never able to find my old character but I do know it was in ePoland.
I had LOADS of fun, specially in IRC and I really appreciate it!
Really would like to thank every player that helped me in eRepublik and my eFriends for everything.
Before I will go I would like to say one thing...
Best offense is defense, if you ever will be in depression, defend your self from it... DO not let it get into you!
I will be watching eJapan, forums, news and IRC from month to month.
So if you are a hater or hate me.
Because I will come and chat but not for long on IRC.
Suicide is for fagglets, I tried to do but didnt want to, but perhaps if you want go on.
I've already contacted unreliable customer support to delete my account, sooner or later the account will disappear or will be marked as "eDead"
RP'ish? I guess heart attack
Thank you and! I hope you will live a happy life!
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