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Sayonara Nippon Nee-chan!

Day 1,853, 19:33 by Kinjiro Tachibana

Nagai nagai...

It was long to realize that I gotta do something, sometimes when depression hits you, you gotta thank it, because when you try to get out of it you realize the mistakes you have done.



By that I've learned that I have screwed my life up completely but never knew it, didn't realize it, I thought its all good since 2011 when depression first time got me.

Finishing high school with shit grades and dropping out of college and locking up yourself in a room putting blinds down sitting in front PC 24/7 letting days, months and years pass you however while dealing with 2nd depression that occurred to me in November/December I had it under control, forcing myself to get out from home in the morning for walks, going to my friends let me realize that there is a point but never achieved it or seen it.

What I mean is that I have to re-do my life completely, I have applied to a college once again, let the sun in and enjoy the life till I can, therefor I decided to stop playing games that take most of my time, eRepublik was one of them, I have been sitting doing stuff in erepublik 24/7 even it does not look like it I had some private stuff going on, funding nations, helping people and doing what I love which is criticizing.

I used to sit from evening till next day morning on IRC and erepublik more than playing any other games that I have on my PC, of course I love games, very but it gotta be done that there is a limit of time.

Therefor I would like to say it simple, I am leaving eRepublik completely.
My money which I will not tell amount but it was big, if the customer support that really does nothing would of tell me my Safety Code it would of be more went to Oraizan, I trust her that she will make eJapan into fine nation, nation that will get back on its feet and enter golden era, that is my wish either way...

eRepublik does not really have many people you can trust, but there were some and for there is few and I think they know who they are but nevertheless eJapan was a great community... Best one I seen or played, you might think "ha says the 2012 player" actually I've been playing erepublik since 2010 but due short memory I was never able to find my old character but I do know it was in ePoland.

I had LOADS of fun, specially in IRC and I really appreciate it!

Really would like to thank every player that helped me in eRepublik and my eFriends for everything.

Before I will go I would like to say one thing...
Best offense is defense, if you ever will be in depression, defend your self from it... DO not let it get into you!

I will be watching eJapan, forums, news and IRC from month to month.
So if you are a hater or hate me.


Because I will come and chat but not for long on IRC.

As well

Suicide is for fagglets, I tried to do but didnt want to, but perhaps if you want go on.

I've already contacted unreliable customer support to delete my account, sooner or later the account will disappear or will be marked as "eDead"

RP'ish? I guess heart attack :)

Thank you and! I hope you will live a happy life!

 

Comments

Koragi
Koragi Day 1,853, 20:33

I know I will miss you man, didn't know you long but in the short amount of time that we talked you were a pretty cool guy. I hope eventually you can come back to a eJapan in the next "Golden Age".

h idenshi
h idenshi Day 1,853, 22:08

I know I mentioned it in the previous article but... working really does make a big difference. Social obligation to your employer is more than enough motivation to get out of bed in the morning.
Replace the depressive thoughts with an addiction to work and exercise. The subsequent increased financial and physical appearance will do well for self confidence.

ShinigamiTM
ShinigamiTM Day 1,853, 22:20

Go grab the life by its balls. Good Luck

Fuyumi
Fuyumi Day 1,853, 22:39

its sad to see one of the nicest japanese citizens leave, although i didnt speak to you much, if at all, i am well aware of what you do/did for our country and i will truly miss a person of your stature in our eNation, if you ever wish to rejoin the community id love to see you back and im sure everyone will welcome you with open arms

this is my first time saying something incredibly nice to someone so you better be happy

Sir Robin Ibz
Sir Robin Ibz Day 1,854, 23:44

Bad news... Anyway...

See you...
Space Cowboy!

SoFresh
SoFresh Day 1,854, 00:14

...and 0 fcks were given.

Sometimes, bobbySAURON pisses me off, but sometimes I would have to agree with him.

Natsu Natsumee
Natsu Natsumee Day 1,854, 03:00

you shouldn't stop playing eRep, here you can have nice chat with people from all over the world. Thats a nice thing

Yagami Mii
Yagami Mii Day 1,854, 08:49

o7 Good Luck

Oraizan
Oraizan Day 1,854, 11:14

Already said everything in private. You will be missed, Tachi-kun~

Also agreed, work hard irl, it will help a lot.

By the way, cyber bullying and telling people to kill themselves in a criminal offense in most countries.

Shirobu
Shirobu Day 1,854, 13:32

Kinjiro Tachibana, in the short amount of time you've been here you've touched the hearts of a lot of people. associating you with depression never crossed my mind, you just seemed like a laid back person. We all wish you the best of luck in life, and that you are successful. You're always welcomed back into this community if you ever want to talk. Live the good life, and keep in touch.

Amaterasu Omikami
Amaterasu Omikami Day 1,854, 15:10

さよなら。元気でね!がんばれ!

Index Librorum Prohiibitorum
Index Librorum Prohiibitorum Day 1,854, 16:39

Older sister Japan mah? lol anyway even though we never met, I will wait patiently your return.
I expect a tadaima~ from you very very soon la ; D.

ardishabutaro
ardishabutaro Day 1,854, 18:55

tl;dr

Zodiarque
Zodiarque Day 1,855, 02:49

....u_u....

*runs shedding tears*

!!! I hope you live a long and happy life Tachi-kun, even if for this, you think you have to be far from us !!!

*gulp*...我々は.... *gulp*....Tachi-kun が好きだから!

*runs again shedding tears*

ばか!

 
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