I rather missed doing these.

Day 1,968, 00:24 Published in USA USA by Blank Keating

Peekaboo.

So here I was, avoiding college assignments and checking up on the game I left behind quite sometime ago. I read through some of my articles, checked my wiki, and just sifted around the place. I noticed one trend, which is that by and large, I took this game way too seriously. There are times when I would get genuinely mad or depressed with the state of things. I realized along the way that I didn't regret it at all.

Why?



Because I was having fun. Whether it was fighting PTH and Pumpkinette with each hand, shouting until my eyes turned red to get my article to the top, or just screaming in rage at the gold sinks, I was having fun.

I looked around and I saw a lot had changed. Ligtreb, Fingerguns, a lot of people are back. Some people are gone. We're allied with Macedonia now. I can also apparently duel the headless chicken. Some things never change. Pfeiffer has the #1 article. ONE is "TWO". My alert list is still bugged to say there's one when there's not.

I know most people who do these articles come back with a huge legend of real life success. "I used eRep as a resume line and suddenly I'm the president of Lichtenstein." I don't have one of those. In fact, the only thing I got out of eRep were stories. Even though most of my time on eRep was a gigantic waste: mass messaging, fighting in ping-pong wars, flirting with the laydays and hating on the trolls - all the stories are good.

When it comes down to it, it's not about mechanics, or gold, or war. It's never been about mechanics. It's about the people.

It's about the narrative we write. The system we create. The characters we birth.

The good, the bad, and the ugly. The moralists and the purists. The nationalists and the machinists. The buttholes, the haters, and the trolls. The terrible and the elitists. They're all fantastic.

You're fantastic. And I just want you to know~.

Not alive, but not quite dead,