Grey Valentine

Day 1,912, 08:36 Published in Romania Romania by Real Vasi


I can’t believe how fast time flies.

It’s been more than four years since we first met. I still remember my first impression on you: You looked ‘kinda weird, unusual, but you had that “something special” that made me like you.
It wasn’t love at first sight. It was more like a one night stand. At least I thought so at that moment.

Two weeks passed until our next encounter. From then, we started to see each other every few days.
I started to like you more and more, although you had so many flaws. It didn’t bother me. Nobody’s perfect.
You showed me things I never saw before, and you gave me experiences I thought I’ll never forget.

After a couple of months, something predictable happene😛 I started to get bored and wanted something new. It wasn’t your fault. I was young and needed change.
You were very cool with that. We both agreed to go separate ways, so we did.

Almost two years passed until we met again. It was early in the spring. You looked so... fresh.
I didn’t mind you were so popular by then. It was just a side effect of success. I decided to give you one more chance.
The time that followed was a good time, filled with many happy moments. I started to care about you. I even started to give you money in exchange to certain... services. That didn’t bother me, although it wasn’t how I planned. We were a team, completing each other.
Then, you started to ask for more and more and gave me less and less. After a while, I couldn’t take it anymore and started to criticize you in public. The strange thing was that it didn’t bother you very much.
One time I was so mad that I wanted to end it all, but then I realized I would throw away so many years filled with emotions, so I decided to stay, even though I wasn’t happy anymore.

Now, I look at you and I realize that you don’t care about me too. It was all business for you, and I was foolish enough to believe we had something special.
It’s just a matter of time till we drift apart again, and this time I fear it will be forever.

Take care how you treat other people! They might be not as understanding and forgiving as I was.

Goodbye, eRepublik!