A dream like any other

Day 556, 18:02 Published in Pakistan Pakistan by Pierric Bross
The Dream:

Someone on the internet puts a post saying they want a permanent slave and I reply and he accepts me, so I move in with him.

Every day he would torture me, use me as his foot rest, the place where he puts out his cigarettes, a cutting board for his food. He would shove objects that couldn't fit into my ass, he would smash my front teeth just so 'head' feels better as his thick member slides along my bare and bleeding gums. He would beat me up regularly, chain my up, nail me to a wall, nearly suffocate me to death several times and wrap me in plastic.

It was the greatest dream I have ever had. I want that dream to become a reality, I want to exist as that slave.

This was a real dream that I had last night... what does this mean of me?