[CP] Into the West
Sperry
331 days ago I released an article called “Regarding Hobbits.” It was my first article as Canada’s President.
This will be my last.
I have been thinking about eRepublik almost non-stop since I left work last month. It enthrals me: I can (and do) monologue at length about the goings-on of Canada to anyone willing to listen. And anyone unwilling, as my “boy” has discovered. For the past week, I’ve been thinking harder about it. About why I play, what parts I like, what parts annoy me, and so on and so forth.
I am, in a word, disappointed.
Not disappointed because I’m not “winning” or because I’m not “God Emperor.” I think some of the comments, shouts, and articles over the past 3 months have shown that I get my ego stroked plenty well on here, and that I’ve “won” a lot of social battles. I’m not disappointed because Canada left EDEN (I’ve wanted to since last year), and I’m not disappointed because some people don’t like me (I don’t like them either).
I’m disappointed with myself.
eRep has become a sort of Second Life, a half life. I can’t die on eRep, I can’t be hurt, I can’t lose: you can only win in a game with no consequences. But this unicorn blood has started to stain me. In March and April, I neglected work to rebuild a cult of Internet gerbils. In early May I passed up a well-paying job because I knew I would be busy playing President. This weekend I’ll be in Toronto with “the boy” for the first time in weeks, and - for eRep - I had scheduled which hours I would spend with him and which hours I would spend with eCanada.
So I’m cutting the cord.
Just moments ago Nea opened an Impeachment vote. I was hoping to let Plugson do it, but this will have to do. Congress should vote Yes if they know what’s good for them. Don’t worry about your mandatory discussion period - “illegal” (made up rule) does not matter, and regardless of how inactive Connor is, he’ll be logging in more than I will over the next 5 days.
This is a selfish choice.
I recognize that this is going to hurt eCanada. I recognize that Connor will be landed with work he does not want, and that Cabinet will have to make his transition easier by providing him with the information we have stowed in our various GDocs. I recognize how “eHistory” will remember me and how this will look like a rage quit, cowardly run, or “omg Rylde so scary.”
I genuinely, honestly, do not care.
I have purged 20 Favourites, 91 Bookmarks, and 201 eRepublik files. I have dissolved my meagre estates and passed what I have on to my friends. Nosyt has control over the NCM GDoc and Eric controls the others, including the CCD password. This will make an infuriating situation just a little easier.
I want to see mountains, Gandalf (Plugson).
I do not plan to login again. I do not plan to watch votes, comments, messages, or shouts. Acacia will no doubt have plenty to speak to this afternoon, but he will do so without me. To my detractors, most particularly Rylde, enjoy the game. Play safe and have fun. To my supporters, keep looking for ways to better the game for those who still have the energy to play. And to the men I admire - Nosyt, Plugson, GT, Acacia, Etem, Charmander, Rigour, Oliver, and anyone I’ve forgotten - thank you.
Goodbye, Farewell, and Amen.
Comments
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You will be missed and you have served us well! o7
Goodbye Sperry. Best of luck in Rl
: ( Had to happen at some point I guess. Enjoy your weekend with "the boy", and all the future weekends you now have. o7
Did not see this coming!
Everyone has their breaking point.
Good job at waking up Sperry, have fun in the real life
Cya later bro ; )
Wows..
I hope to be, one day, as dedicated as you was for eCanada!
I hate seeing how a game like this can affect anyone so heavily in RL. Good luck with everything Sperry and hopefully you come back in a much less involved fashion.
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I was looking forward to you squashing me at the polls though.
As a parent with a brat myself and RL commitments I can fully understand though.
I'm so F***in sick of watching Barbie Fairy Princess.
Wow, putting a game over real life, you did have it bad. Glad to see you have woken up. You will be missed. I am glad I had the opportunity to get to know you better this past month. o7
Its good that you are quitting for sure a good reason have a good life and have fun with "the boy"
Well, this is all because we are now friends on FB isn't it, you don't need eRep to keep in touch... 😛
In all seriousness though, this explains the 10 gold. Thank you for the bequest good sir, you'll be missed and eCanada the poorer for your departure.
My best wishes on enjoying the rest of your summer, you've earned a break my good man, and it has been both a pleasure and an honour working with you for the betterment of eCanada.
Goran Thrax
Good luck with your future Sperry, I feel you played well and in a dignified and intelligent way. From this side of the Atlantic you seem to have been a good CP.
Welcome to the land of the free! It's quite cozy here.
o7
CPerry for eCan's Mt. Rushmore!!!
Good luck in RL my friend.
"a half life"
So profound.
The link I meant to post as a final salute
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HoUEgtPE3UU
o7
o7
happens to every CP 😑 its eCanada's curse
but alas
Good luck in RL mate! o7
"Tratto t’ho qui con ingegno e con arte;
lo tuo piacere omai prendi per duce;
fuor se’ de l’erte vie, fuor se’ de l’arte.
Vedi lo sol che ’n fronte ti riluce;
vedi l’erbette, i fiori e li arbuscelli
che qui la terra sol da sé produce."
Purgatorio,CantoXXVII, the 7th and final gate...leaving EDEN and finding paradise?
Yah,man~get outside and enjoy yourself. Glad to see you've purged yourself of, eRep
Farewell, it's been a good time this month and I wish you all the best for the future. Thank you for all you've done in eCanada and thank you for putting real life first.
No SWO then? Ah well, I understand. Maybe we will meet on the other side.
You have been a classy player and are one of my eRep heroes.
There are no words for this...other than Thank YOU for everything you brought to this game so that I could selfishly enjoy it more and more.
Your vacancy leaves a hole in the fabric of this game that will never be patched or stitched together again.
All the best to you always!
In spite of the vomity hairballs. I think you did an excellent job. Farewell.
Abit hasty perhaps Sperry,
It's impossible to juggle CP with RL, CP is for ppl who have no life!
But more causal game roles exist.
I loved your daily articles, Sperry! They have always put a smile on my face. Thank you for being such an amazing president and giving eCan a taste of your unicorn blood.
Have a great time in RL, best of luck to you!
Another one bites the dust.
You will be missed.
You will be back.
Hmm, saddened by this but not surprised. You did a good job but putting so much work into this game will inevitably consume you so you're making the right choice.
Indeed.
Goodbye Sperry.
Nope, I didn't see that coming at all. I still consider you the best Prime Minister I have ever worked with and am saddened earlier than I was expecting this year to see you go. Goodbye.
TemujinBC was better
yukyukyuk
They always come back
Take care in RL friend 🙂 You have made well for eCanada 😁
Now you're not the only one who is disappointed 🙁
Much love to you o7
A wise decision if it's getting in the way of your actual life.
You've always been a bit of a dick, and this is the final dick nail in the dick coffin. Come back when you figure out how to have balance in life.
Best of luck.
The boy is way more important. Good luck and be well, Sperry. You are one of the good ones.
good luck Sperry in RL
Farewell Sperry,
You did an excellent job of being CP even though it burnt you out. You may have made decisions that some people didn't like but you were the one to make them and make them you did. You were open and transparent about the choices you made for this ecountry of ours and you kept classy the entire way through.
You will always be God-Emperor to me and you will most definitely be missed.
To succeed in this game, especially as CP, takes vast amounts of your time. The problem is, the rewards just simply are not worth it and I can completely understand your decision here.
Good luck with real life Sperry.
The hardest part will be staying away, and that is the part I truly hope you succeed in so that one more soul can be saved from this place.
o7 Sperry
I have to say i am genuinely sad to see you go. I have enjoyed your articles, and agreed completely with you about this UK-Canada war becoming boring. I hope the next Canadian CP also looks at peace over another war.
All the best Mr Sperry and i sincerely wish you all the best
Thank you Sperry. o7
o7 Sperry. You have served us well; you were a blessing when needed most. Nevertheless, RL > eRep, and people - you son, your wife... need you far more than we do. Sad to see you go, happy to see *why* you go.
Best wishes