[QLS] The worst love story of our generation - Part 7

Day 2,209, 19:34 Published in Philippines Republic of China (Taiwan) by Analia Arnheim

In case you're just catching this now, please read first the other parts:
* Part 1
* Part 2
* Part 3
* Part 4
* Part 5
* Part 6

I was debating with a friend whether I would try writing my failed love story with a girl we will hide in the code CM. That friend said I should try, since it is how I moved on in the past, but I am too shy to post it in a blog or in social media, so I decided to use media here in Erepublik, of which will serve as my sort of "test audience" on how people will respond (as comments or PM) to teenage love stories (Yes, I'm just turning 18, but my age had nothing to do with my administration skills). Besides, its been the holiday season.

You must understand though that I am hiding all of the persons' names in initials, including mine. Deal with it for now, since I have no time thinking of pseudonyms. Besides, medyo sinipag ako ngayong tapusin na 'to.

Thanks for making this the second top article in Philippine media for December 6, 2013. For that, I'd betray some photos now. 🙂


One of her Instagram photos. I really am not fond of Instagram, and why its even called like that, but I guess its pretty cool these days, but not so much in the next decade. (Please do not misuse the image for bad intentions or purposes.)

Let's get it straight. I didn't attend the prom that 3rd year HS. Well, everyone knew I already made my decision and that can't be changed because my parents said so as well. Bibili pa ako ng damit, tapos may fee pa para sa prom? Next year na lang daw. Surprisingly enough, CM didn't attend the prom that year as well, and AA also didn't attend, and it was almost like a bandwagon of non-attenders. I don't really know why it was so anyway. Prom was February 2011.

Now, I always guessed that since her ex-bf had O as the first letter of his surname, then her next bf would have R as the first letter of his surname. I really hoped that was me, but then that following month, March, she began to be linked to her new seatmate we will hide with the code MR.

I became classmate of MR the next school year, 4th year HS, and he began talking about him and CM. We both have surnames starting with R, so literally we were close, in seating arrangement. Judging by his actions, this "unready" girl already answered this guy by the time 4th year HS began June of 2011. That thing really... Well, made me mad and sad. I thought she's really going to give me a chance this time, but no.

Now, I don't know if MR just want me to get jealous or something, but at least this guy is much more good to me than CM. I mean, really. I don't even see that he thinks of me as a rival, which was unlike what SO acted. He even invited me once to have lunch together, with CM. As you remember, CM never gave me a chance for a single lunch together.

Its going on like this for the following months of the school year, and after Christmas, and 2012 had begun, MR was like boasting to us, his classmates, that he gave CM a large gift. I think it was worth thousands of pesos, at least according to his description. Also, he told us he brought her to Enchanted Kingdom, of which he said he himself answered the entrance fees.

Well, I kept quiet throughout all these months. The people might have even forgotten the Six Roses of Shame already. Still, I don't think my heart really gave up on CM as well. I still dedicate my works to her, including Tinyente Tagalog 1.0 (which you can see in my FB, but please don't copy the label and story). Also, I still look at her from afar. I remember one time I literally weakened when I saw her with MR, and she was very happy. What can I do if it is not I who can make her happy?

By this time as well, I was linked to a girl who was of the same section as CM. I came to know about it when I was asked to fetch their teacher's 21-inch TV. When I entered, their section began to say "Yie". I don't know why until they said to me: "AR, merong may crush sayo dito o. Si KO daw." I'd hide her in the code KO, which again was her initials. Kinikilig nga siya and she can't look at me directly. Due to insistent public demand, I went to her seat and touched her shoulder. They became noisy and KO covered her face. I don't recall if CM was there, but I think she was.


Prom picture of KO. She was one of the candidates as Prom Queen for 2012, along with AA and KR. Surprisingly for me though, CM, who I loved so much, was not nominated. What can we infer from this? I'd let you decide.

It all seemed that we were beginning to drift away, yes? But I really don't know with myself why I'm like this at the time. Why can't I just give up? As if my ego would be hurt if I just stop. And yes, I'm so dead loyal to her then, I even posted this link to her wall that year 2011: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I'm_Still_Here_(Jim's_Theme)

I also greeted CM in her wall on her birthday on January 22, 2013:
"happy birthday. 🙂 May God bless you more."

Well, as it's said in some TV shows and movies: Its far from over.


End of Part 7

This love story lasted 4 years, 5 months, 1 week, which actually just finished a few days back. Wala na nga lang munang spoiler. Part 7 only covered 12 months. I'm not sure if I'd finish it, though. I have a busy schedule. Still, if you want the subsequent parts, I shall do my best to write it for you. Sorry if I had limited pictures. Nauubusan na nga ako. Kaya lang, wala tayong magagawa dyan eh. I may still try to give some of her images in the following parts for the sake of writing and the readers' visual pleasure (though she might really hate me more for this). My Facebook friends, though, could try search who CM really is. Just don't be cocky about it without my consent.

Most importantly, I needed the feedback. Thank you in advance.

Have a happy December ahead!