Today, I am not so p/h. I hope I can be proven wrong for my doubts.

Day 2,642, 20:19 Published in USA Japan by Nohime


Well, today is the first day I have a heavy heart as a Fed. Usually I can be an angry Fed ready to defend a Fed in a heartbeat with piss and vinegar, until the last word I type is emblazoned on this screen, spewing my convictions and passions to those whoever decided to f*** with a friend of mine. But today I am just...sad.

Over the past year I have been a Fed, and I believed I had emulated the very best qualities of being a Federalist. I’m very proud to say that too. Today I wonder if I did something wrong; to see a person I believed was ready to lead the Feds. A man who would take the reigns of the party and bring the Dio fearing rains of Hamiltons and Deschanels from the skies onto this scorched earth of mediocrity, while preparing to bloom us into a new Spring of P/H. But it didn’t come to fruition.

There is a little blurb that I’ve held in my p/h genes too that I would like to share again:

The Federalist Party is different from others because it has always had the goal of recruiting new active players and helping them rise through the ranks so we intentionally have continuous turnover. Having the same people running everything for months and years just simply doesn’t provide the party or the country with anything useful. Having a large base of people you can look to is far more productive and honestly makes people happier. Now with that said if you don’t want to rise past a certain point we won’t pressure you to but we will still ask you on occasion in case things change. Never fear talking to anyone in our party leadership as we are always willing to help those both old and new alike.


I am not so p/h today. Federalist ideals have eroded into complacent leadership instead of grooming new leadership to try and lead the party. nickbergman lost the PP primary. Boo hoo, right? Someone call the wambulance, right? Truthfully, whatever some people might think, I believe the Feds have taken many steps backwards. There are some questionable and implicating reasons why I should be totally irate after the past few days of the primary, but it honestly just makes me incredibly disappointed. nickbergman or not, the values of being a Federalist were not held today or over the past couple months. New blood was not given the chance to lead the party after doing a p/henomenal job leading SHIELD. The MU has grown tremendously, and been rife with activity since December 2014 and that’s all because of nick’s leadership and the staff beneath him.

How did he not win today? We can speculate forever and throw people under the bus and travel further down the rabbit hole of BS, but its seriously not worth the time. A true Fed lost the primary today to incumbent PPs, twice, by a tie breaker and 1 vote each time. The party has moved away from its newb centric ways and despite how much time and effort and p/h that was put into nick’s upbringing, and yes, I’m going to gloat, a lot of my time into his early development, he still lost the primary. I feel like I have failed him and for the first time in a year I’m hesitant to visit the forum tomorrow.

Take this for what its worth, or not, but the Federalist of 2014 is nickbergman. And I hope he will pick himself up after this and still do even better things than we can hope for.

Trekker, I love you, and congratulations. You were my mentor and I owe much to your leadership. I hope the Feds can get out of this funk. If its not nick, then it has to be you. Please make us p/h again and I’m sorry if I contributed any sort of malicious intent or ill will to any of my fed brothers and sisters.

Wooky/out.